I am here becuse I seek to live my life differently. I know that somewhere inside me are things and qualities I cannot access whenever I want. There have been situations when time has slowed down so that I have been in the middle of situation that evolved in slow motion. But I can not slow situations down like that when I want. There have been situations when I have behaved and demonstrated qualities that had not shown themselves before. But I can not live these qualities constantly. There is a corner in me that is always silent. But I can not always access it when I want.
In short, I do not know myself and I am unable to be a being that I could be. Thus - I seek. I have been seeking through times and places and situations, and I keep doing it.
Maybe one day - in this life or another - I will.
