Sorry, if I blurred you a little. It was time for me to change computer and assemblage point position, "so we speak ...
It is when I'm awake mostly that I meet this 'whatever it is' which is not me.
I think it's of nessesity to strive to know ourselves completely...
There are outside elements where our response is unique I think, individual.
If that something is not you, it ought to not have power on to you I think.
Then again, comes the theme about our individual responses..... We are not all the same....
There I cling (and close the subject/my thinking.) ....