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The Character and Personality of Shamans
« Reply #61 on: September 07, 2018, 06:31:29 AM »
Those born under the shamanic beam share a rather disturbing and embarrassing element. Embedded in their psych is something which causes them a lot of trouble throughout their lives. Deep down, and expressed spontaneously, is a radical feature: they don’t give a fuck! About anything. Even their own survival. It gets young shamanic types into considerably disconcerting consequences, and takes many years of training within shamanism to understand what this element means, and how to manage it.

When I was a schoolboy, I was constantly being accused of ‘smirking’ whenever I got into trouble for naughty things I had done or not done (I had a reputation, so was accused immediately). I later came to see that smirking was a manifestation of this element – I just couldn’t take anything seriously. And for good reason. By the time I had travelled some distance on the shamanic path, I realised there was a fundamental disconnect that all shamanic types share with the rest of humanity.

During my time as an officer in the Australian Army, I experienced considerable difficulty with the NCOs (though not the Warrant Officers – odd that) due to a phrase I often uttered: “I don’t give a rat’s arse!” They couldn’t deal with that attitude, and only came around to grudgingly accepting me after I beat a whole team of them at beer drinking. But they had a good point for me – why was I like that?

Because I didn’t care, I acknowledged an imperative to find what existed that was worthy of my integrity to care about. I discovered a number of interesting things. In A.P. Elkin’s famous book, Aboriginal Men of High Degree (a book I highly recommend), he speaks of how the old medicine men of the tribe ‘selected’ their acolytes. (Note the word ‘selected’. There are no volunteers in the shamanic tradition – you either belong from birth, or not.) The method they used was to identify the ‘scamps’ among the children around the camp. A scamp is often defined as a mischievous child, but there is a reason they selected on that basis. Scamps have an extra dollop of energy that others don’t share. That dollop enables them to move at a faster pace than their companions. It provides them the speed to see through the pretentions of others, including their elders, and play tricks on everyone.

Seeing through pretentions creates a dislocation from the shared ‘concern’ of their community. That’s what this is all about: the infection of concern. Shamans, by instinct, perceive the foundations of concern, and, within their being, they don’t share that element with their community. Thus, they are always outsiders and others know it.

In my twenties, a woman who was the best psychic I have ever known, did a reading for me after I returned from a devastating trip to India. At one point, she blurted out, “Yes, very impressive, you have certainly done a lot, but the problem is, we don’t know what side you are on.” It took me years before I realised that this is precisely the nature of shamans, who have a structural awareness of the absurdity of all endeavours. Empathy doesn’t naturally lead to compassion, because one has to care about oneself in order for that connection to be made. Absurdity, awareness of the hole into the void, severs all linkages.

Nonetheless, there is a common observation from traditions of the path of realisation, that those who penetrate deeper into the core of the human band of awareness, naturally lean towards the left side of that band – the side of compassion. It just took me longer than others to acknolodge that.

To explain all this further, I’ll need to begin with outlining the differences between character and personality.

Character and Personality
These are two layers to our identity. The personality is almost everything you know about a person, including yourself, until circumstances of significant pressure arise. It is only under pressure that character reveals itself. People in situations of severe stress soon discover the nature of another’s, or their own character. One of the most famous situations for this is in war, when people are surprised to discover they either have a capacity to think and act forcefully under fire, or not. Such a circumstance strips the personality layer away, revealing the layer we call character.

But you don’t need a war to reveal character. There are ample opportunities in the work place, illness, or in marriage, where true character is unclothed. Personality and character are both present in us at birth, but they undergo significant development through life. They are both nourished, up until the age of early schooling, upon which character is sidelined as the world values personality far more. So personality is what we are implicitly taught by our school, family and culture, in order for us to fit effectively within the social world. In principle you can’t blame our formative influences for this, as personality is so critical for navigating society in all its forms. The blame, if there is any, is that character is left behind in the development process. It is left until severe life circumstances force it to re-engage again.

The well-known demonstration of this distinction, by Gurdjieff, is informative. He was an expert in powerplants and concocted a mixture of substances which he gave to two people on a stage before an audience. One was an upright and dignified doctor, whose personality was well developed, and whom everyone respected as a mature man. The other was typically seen as a bit of a fool, and of no serious intent as a person. Once the powerplants took effect upon these two, the dignified doctor reverted to mumbling about wanting a raspberry jam sandwich, while the ‘fool’ collected himself and wisely reflected aloud upon the strange effect that had reduced the good doctor to a child, while he seemed to grow in awareness and integrity.

This demonstration not only revealed the distinction between personality and character, and the point at which character growth usually stalls, but it also revealed that character is not just about resilience, but a deep inner awareness.

Natural shamans experience a lot of difficulty in conforming their personality to cultural norms inculcated into young people by schools and society. For a very good reason – an inner radical element sabotages every effort to turn them into ‘good little boys and girls’. They can’t help it – they have a hole in their psych, out which all the pressure applied to them dissipates. That hole is what makes them a shaman: they instinctively know about the void. Because of that, to them, everything appears absurd. So, the question becomes, do they really care or not?

This is why I elaborated on the personality-character distinction, because within that lies the answer to this question. A question which bothers young shamans a lot, as they feel they can’t generate the allegiance to things that all those around them spontaneously hold. They are forced to pretend, but it always seems fake. That’s because, as they later discover on their shamanic path, it is fake.

Shamans are born as shamans, and for reasons to be explored later in their life, they arrive here with an already highly developed character. They act-up, and are rebellious, precisely because they see that the world is fixated on the superficial, personality level and instinctively it just begs to be poked fun of. The world upholds hand-on-heart tenets that have no foundation on the level of reality in which character resides. Add into that their innate excess of energy and you get the scamp, the one who laughs at all the wrong times. The one who seems incapable of know their place in the social hierarchy.

Shamans feel the world around them, so they naturally ‘care’ about that world. But they don’t care for the things that normal society cares about. Thus, it may appear they don’t care, whereas in fact, ‘caring’ means something different for a shaman. This is important to grasp, because due to a shaman’s ‘back hole’ into the void, which is what makes them a shaman, they have a fundamental detachment to everything. That detachment is enhanced through their shamanic experiences. What they feel towards the things they ‘care’ for, is not really caring. It is more a spontaneous empathy – they ‘suffer and delight with’. Typically, to care means to be concerned. But concern is a net, cast by society to enchant and enslave the soul, so it can’t unfurl its wings and soar. Shamans cannot afford to allow those feelings of guilt and anxiety to infect them on the deeper layer of character, where real magic is worked. They can share the concern of others within the personality layer, but contain it there, due to a seminal awareness of the impermanent and illusionary nature of all things.

This is because shamans ‘see’, and thus, they see through their world. The only thing they can’t see through is the wind that blows in from that hole into the void – that is impenetrable. It is their sole reference point.

This does not mean shamans don’t take up causes. In fact, that is precisely what they do, as opposed to monks and sorcerers. If you are a shaman yourself, look closely at another shaman’s activities. Look at their feet. You will notice their feet are just slightly, almost imperceptibly, floating above the ground. Shamans are complex beings – they operate on multiple levels at the same time.

But the personality of shamans – oh my god! That is another story altogether. Their radical nature causes them to become highly individuated and eccentric. This must be emphasised. You can’t assess a shaman on the same basis as the average person – the reference points are totally different. Shamans, as they explore the path of realisation, can’t help developing unconventional personalities. Furthermore, they can be intolerable to work or live with, because that void-hole within them allows in the most unpredictable and bizarre winds. Only those shamans whose fate predicts them to function in multiple worlds, learn to mask their cauldron of spontaneity – but look carefully into their eyes to see the shadow of their inner dancing.

One thing shamans share in common is character. When the world completely falls apart, they alone know the secret that protects their integrated being from disintegration. But, that is only once they themselves have passed through the Gate of Despair – an unavoidable station of the cross of knowledge.

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« Reply #62 on: September 07, 2018, 10:10:24 AM »
Hi there Michael, in my mother's tongue -for me- things are reversed. Character is an ephemeral attribute to the person while personality can even 'join' with eternity.  :D

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« Reply #63 on: September 07, 2018, 09:19:16 PM »
Hi there Michael, in my mother's tongue -for me- things are reversed. Character is an ephemeral attribute to the person while personality can even 'join' with eternity.  :D

You raise a very interesting point Zik. I will respond in more detail later.

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« Reply #64 on: September 08, 2018, 10:37:29 AM »
Hi there Michael, in my mother's tongue -for me- things are reversed. Character is an ephemeral attribute to the person while personality can even 'join' with eternity.  :D

To begin, there are semantics involved. As with John Wayne, who maintained his own personality while playing different 'characters', it can be seen that we sustain our innate personality as we shift through the 'characters' we play in life situations. But that has nothing to do with character, as I have been describing previously. It is a different use of the word.

There are two definitions of the word character:
1. the mental and moral qualities distinctive to an individual,
2. a person in a novel, play, or film.

I am using the word in the former meaning, but I am going further, and using the word to describe a deeper layer of the persona. But let me emphasise, I am not speaking of what shamanically could be called the 'true self'. That is another and more mysterious entity within us - for a different discussion.

But the term 'personality' has a long cultural history. I think it best to quote from Philosophies of India by Heinrich Zimmer. This extract is important, as it identifies the Western/Greek obsession with their concept of immortality - they could never cross that imaginative threshold of an immortality without personality. Again, it comes down to the Indian realisation which became the foundation for the number zero. In India, the yogi is the equivalent of the shaman - one who understands through experience, not intellect.

"The Mask of the Personality

Ulysses, in the Homeric epic, descended to the netherworld to seek counsel of the departed, and there found, in the murky twilight land of Pluto and Persephone, the shades of his former companions and friends who had been killed at the siege of Troy or had passed away during the years following the conquest of the town. They were but shadows in that dim realm; yet each could be recognized immediately, for all preserved the features that had been theirs on earth. Achilles declared that he would prefer the hard and joyless life of an obscure peasant in the broad daylight of the living to the melancholy monotony of his present half-existence as the greatest of the heroes among the dead; nevertheless, he was still perfectly himself. The physiognomy, the mask of the personality, had survived the separation from the body and the long exile from the human sphere on the surface of the land.

Nowhere in the Greek epic do we find the idea of the dead hero being divested of his identity with his former, temporal being. The possibility losing one's personality through death, the slow dissolution, melting away, and final fading out of the historic individuality, was something not considered by the Greeks of Homer's time. Nor did it dawn on the medieval Christian mind. Dante, like Ulysses, was a wayfarer in the world beyond the grave; conducted by Virgil through the circles of hell and purgatory, he ascended to the spheres; and everywhere, throughout the length of his journey, he beheld and conversed with personal friends and enemies, mythical heroes, and the great figures of history. All were recognizable immediately, and all satisfied his insatiable curiosity by recounting their biographies, dwelling at great length, in spun-out tales and arguments, upon the minute details of their trifling, short-lived individual existences. Their personalities of yore seem to have been only too well preserved through the long wandering in the vastness of eternity. Though definitely and forever severed from the brief moments of their Iifetimes on earth, they were still preoccupied with the problems and vexations of their biographies and haunted by their guilt, which clung to them in the symbolic forms of their peculiar punishments. Personality held all in its clutches – the glorified saints in heaven as well as the tortured, suffering inmates of hell; for personality, according to the medieval Christians, was not to be lost in death, or purged away by the after-death experiences. Rather, life beyond the grave was to be but a second manifestation and experience of the very essence of the personality, only realized on a broader scale and in a freer style, and with a more striking display of the nature and implications of the virtues and the vices.

For the Western mind, the personality is eternal. It is indestructible, not to be dissolved. This is the basic idea in the Christian doctrine of the resurrection of the body, the resurrection being our regaining of our cherished personality in a purified form, worthy to fare before the majesty of the Almighty. That personality is thought to go on forever – even though, by a curious inconsistency, it is not believed to have existed anywhere, in any state or form, previous to the carnal birth of the mortal individual. The personality did not exist in extra-human spheres, from all eternity, before its temporal earthly manifestation. It is declared to have come into being with the mortal act of procreation, and yet is supposed to go on after the demise of the procreated mortal frame: temporal in its beginning, immortal in its end.

The term "personality" is derived from the Latin ‘persona’. Persona, literally, means the mask that is worn over the face by the actor on the Greek or Roman stage; the mask "through" (per) which he "sounds" (sonat) his part. The mask is what bears the features or make-up of the role, the traits of hero or heroine, servant or messenger, while the actor himself behind it remains anonymous, an unknown being intrinsically aloof from the play, constitutionally unconcerned with the enacted sufferings and passions. Originally, the term ‘persona’ in the sense of "personality" must have implied that people are only impersonating what they seem to be. The word connotes that the personality is but the mask of one's part in the comedy or tragedy of life and not to be identified with the actor. It is not a manifestation of his true nature, but a veil. And yet the Western outlook – which originated with the Greeks themselves and was then developed in Christian philosophy – has annulled the distinction, implied in the term, between the mask and the actor whose face it hides. The two have become, as it were, identical. When the play is over the persona cannot be taken off; it clings through death and into the life beyond. The Occidental actor, having wholly identified himself with the enacted personality during his moment on the stage of the world, is unable to take it off when the time comes for departure, and so keeps it on indefinitely, for millenniums – even eternities – after the play is over. To lose his persona would mean for him to lose every hope for a future beyond death. The mask has become for him fused, and confused, with his essence.

Indian philosophy, on the other hand, insists upon the difference, stressing the distinction between the actor and the role. It continually emphasizes the contrast between the displayed existence of the individual and the real being of the anonymous actor, concealed, shrouded, and veiled in the costumes of the play. Indeed, one of the dominant endeavours of Indian thought throughout the ages has been to develop a dependable technique for keeping the line clear between the two. A meticulous defining of their interrelationships and their modes of collaboration, as well as a practical, systematic, and courageously enforced effort to break from the confines of the one into the unfathomed reaches of the other, has been carried on for ages – primarily through the numerous introspective processes of yoga. Piercing and dissolving all the layers of the manifest personality, the relentlessly introverted consciousness cuts through the mask, and, at last discarding it in all of its stratifications, arrives at the anonymous and strangely unconcerned actor of our life.

Although in the Hindu and Buddhist texts vivid descriptions of the traditional hells or purgatories are to be found, where appalling details are dwelt upon minutely, never is the situation quite the same as that of the afterworlds of Dante and Ulysses, filled with celebrities long dead who still retain all of the characteristics of their personal masks. For in the Oriental hells, though multitudes of suffering
beings are depicted in their agonies, none retain the traits of their earthly individualities. Some can remember having once been elsewhere and know what the deed was through which the present punishment was incurred, nevertheless, in general, all are steeped and lost in their present misery.

Just as any dog is absorbed in the state of being precisely whatever dog it happens to be, fascinated by the details of its present life – and as we ourselves are in general spellbound by our present personal existences – so are the beings in the Hindu, Jaina, and Buddhist hells. They are unable to remember any former state, any costume worn in a previous existence, but identify themselves exclusively with that which they now are. And this, of course, is why they are in hell. Once this Indian idea has struck the mind, then the question immediately presents itself: Why am I bound to be what I am? Why have I to wear the mask of this personality, which I think and feel myself to be? Why must I endure its destiny, the limitations, delusions, and ambitions of this peculiar part that I am being driven to enact? Or why, if I have left one mask behind me, am I now back again in the limelight in another, enacting another role and in a different setting? What is compelling me to go on this way, being always something particular – an individual, with all of these particular shortcomings and experiences? Where and how am I ever to attain to another state – that of not being something particular, beset by limitations and qualities that obstruct my pure, unbounded being?

Can one grow into something devoid of any specificity of shade and color, undefined by shape, unlimited by qualities: something unspecific and therefore not liable to any specific life?

These are the questions that lead to the experiment of asceticism and yoga practice. They arise out of a melancholy weariness of the will to live – the will grown tired, as it were, of the prospect of this endless before and after, as though an actor should become suddenly bored with his career. The doom of this timeless course of transmigration: forgotten past and aimless future! Why do I bother being what I am: man, woman, peasant, artist, rich or poor? Since I have impersonated, without remembering, all of the possible attitudes and roles – time and time again, in the lost past, in the worlds that have dissolved – why do I keep going on?

One might very well come to loathe the hackneyed comedy of life if one were no longer blinded, fascinated, and deluded by the details of one's own specific part. If one were no longer spellbound by the plot of the play in which one happened to be caught for the present, one might very well decide to resign – give up the mask, the costume, the lines, and the whole affair. It is not difficult to imagine why, for some, it might become simply a bore to go on with this permanent engagement, enacting character after character in this interminable stock company of life. When the feeling comes of being bored with it or nauseated (as it has come, time and time again, in the long history of India) then life revolts, rebels against its own most elementary task or duty of automatically carrying on. Growing from an individual to a collective urge, this leads to the founding of ascetic orders, such as those of the Jaina and the Buddhist communities of homeless monks: troops of renegade actors, heroic deserters, footloose and self-exiled from the universal farce of the force of life.

The argument – if the renegades would bother to justify themselves – would run like this:

"Why should we care what we are? What real concern have we with all those parts that people are continually forced to play? Not to know that one has already enacted every sort of role, time and time again – beggar, king, animal, god – and that the actor's career is no better in one than in another, is truly a pitiable state of mind; for the most obvious fact about the timeless engagement is that all the objects and situations of the plot have been offered and endured in endless repetition through the millenniums. People must be completely blind to go on submitting to the spell of the same old allurements; enthralled by the deluding enticements that have seduced every being that ever lived; hailing with expectation, as a new and thriIIing adventure, the same trite deceptions of desire as have been experienced endlessly; clinging now to this, now to that illusion – all resulting only in the fact that the actor goes on acting roles, each seemingly new yet already rendered many times, though in slightly differing costumes and with other casts. Obviously, this is a ridiculous impasse. The mind has been bewitched, trapped by the pressures of a blind life-force that whirls creatures along in a cycling, neverending stream. And why? Who or what is doing this? Who is the fool that keeps this dim-witted entertainment on the boards?"

The answer that would have to be given to you should you be unable to find it for yourself would he simply – Man: Man himself: each individual. And the answer is obvious. For each goes on doing what has always been done, continually imagining himself to be doing something different. His brain, his tongue, his organs of action, are incorrigibly possessed by a drive to be doing something – and he does it. That is how he builds up new tasks for himself, contaminating himself every minute with new particles of karmic matter, which enter into his nature, flow into his life-monad, sully its essence, and bedim its light. These involvements fetter him to an existence murky with desire and ignorance; and here he treasures his transitory personality as though it were something substantial – clings to the short spell of confused life which is the only thing of which he is aware, cherishes the brief passage of individual existence between birth and the funeral pyre – and thus unconsciously prolongs the period of his own bondage indefinitely into the future. By being active in the pursuit of what he conceives to be his own or someone else's welfare and happiness, he only makes his own bonds, as well as everyone else's, the tighter."
[Philosophies of India, by Heinrich Zimmer]
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« Reply #65 on: September 08, 2018, 11:12:55 AM »
To begin, there are semantics involved. As with John Wayne, who maintained his own personality while playing different 'characters', it can be seen that we sustain our innate personality as we shift through the 'characters' we play in life situations. But that has nothing to do with character, as I have been describing previously. It is a different use of the word.

There are two definitions of the word character:
1. the mental and moral qualities distinctive to an individual,
2. a person in a novel, play, or film.

I am using the word in the former meaning, but I am going further, and using the word to describe a deeper layer of the persona. But let me emphasise, I am not speaking of what shamanically could be called the 'true self'. That is another and more mysterious entity within us - for a different discussion.

But the term 'personality' has a long cultural history. I think it best to quote from Philosophies of India by Heinrich Zimmer. This extract is important, as it identifies the western/Greek obsession with their concept of immortality - they could never cross that imaginative threshold of an immortality without personality. Again, it comes down to the Indian realisation which became the foundation for the number zero. In India, the yogi is the equivalent of the shaman - one who understands through experience, not intellect.

"The Mask of the Personality

Ulysses, in the Homeric epic, descended to the netherworld to seek counsel of the departed, and there found, in the murky twilight land of Pluto and Persephone, the shades of his former companions and friends who had been killed at the siege of Troy or had passed away during the years following the conquest of the town. They were but shadows in that dim realm; yet each could be recognized immediately, for all preserved the features that had been theirs on earth. Achilles declared that he would prefer the hard and joyless life of an obscure peasant in the broad daylight of the living to the melancholy monotony of his present half-existence as the greatest of the heroes among the dead; nevertheless, he was still perfectly himself. The physiognomy, the mask of the personality, had survived the separation from the body and the long exile from the human sphere on the surface of the land.

Nowhere in the Greek epic do we find the idea of the dead hero being divested of his identity with his former, temporal being. The possibility losing one's personality through death, the slow dissolution, melting away, and final fading out of the historic individuality, was something not considered by the Greeks of Homer's time. Nor did it dawn on the medieval Christian mind. Dante, like Ulysses, was a wayfarer in the world beyond the grave; conducted by Virgil through the circles of hell and purgatory, he ascended to the spheres; and everywhere, throughout the length of his journey, he beheld and conversed with personal friends and enemies, mythical heroes, and the great figures of history. All were recognizable immediately, and all satisfied his insatiable curiosity by recounting their biographies, dwelling at great length, in spun-out tales and arguments, upon the minute details of their trifling, short-lived individual existences. Their personalities of yore seem to have been only too well preserved through the long wandering in the vastness of eternity. Though definitely and forever severed from the brief moments of their Iifetimes on earth, they were still preoccupied with the problems and vexations of their biographies and haunted by their guilt, which clung to them in the symbolic forms of their peculiar punishments. Personality held all in its clutches – the glorified saints in heaven as well as the tortured, suffering inmates of hell; for personality, according to the medieval Christians, was not to be lost in death, or purged away by the after-death experiences. Rather, life beyond the grave was to be but a second manifestation and experience of the very essence of the personality, only realized on a broader scale and in a freer style, and with a more striking display of the nature and implications of the virtues and the vices.

For the Western mind, the personality is eternal. It is indestructible, not to be dissolved. This is the basic idea in the Christian doctrine of the resurrection of the body, the resurrection being our regaining of our cherished personality in a purified form, worthy to fare before the majesty of the Almighty. That personality is thought to go on forever – even though, by a curious inconsistency, it is not believed to have existed anywhere, in any state or form, previous to the carnal birth of the mortal individual. The personality did not exist in extra-human spheres, from all eternity, before its temporal earthly manifestation. It is declared to have come into being with the mortal act of procreation, and yet is supposed to go on after the demise of the procreated mortal frame: temporal in its beginning, immortal in its end.

The term "personality" is derived from the Latin ‘persona’. Persona, literally, means the mask that is worn over the face by the actor on the Greek or Roman stage; the mask "through" (per) which he "sounds" (sonat) his part. The mask is what bears the features or make-up of the role, the traits of hero or heroine, servant or messenger, while the actor himself behind it remains anonymous, an unknown being intrinsically aloof from the play, constitutionally unconcerned with the enacted sufferings and passions. Originally, the term ‘persona’ in the sense of "personality" must have implied that people are only impersonating what they seem to be. The word connotes that the personality is but the mask of one's part in the comedy or tragedy of life and not to be identified with the actor. It is not a manifestation of his true nature, but a veil. And yet the Western outlook – which originated with the Greeks themselves and was then developed in Christian philosophy – has annulled the distinction, implied in the term, between the mask and the actor whose face it hides. The two have become, as it were, identical. When the play is over the persona cannot be taken off; it clings through death and into the life beyond. The Occidental actor, having wholly identified himself with the enacted personality during his moment on the stage of the world, is unable to take it off when the time comes for departure, and so keeps it on indefinitely, for millenniums – even eternities – after the play is over. To lose his persona would mean for him to lose every hope for a future beyond death. The mask has become for him fused, and confused, with his essence.

Indian philosophy, on the other hand, insists upon the difference, stressing the distinction between the actor and the role. It continually emphasizes the contrast between the displayed existence of the individual and the real being of the anonymous actor, concealed, shrouded, and veiled in the costumes of the play. Indeed, one of the dominant endeavours of Indian thought throughout the ages has been to develop a dependable technique for keeping the line clear between the two. A meticulous defining of their interrelationships and their modes of collaboration, as well as a practical, systematic, and courageously enforced effort to break from the confines of the one into the unfathomed reaches of the other, has been carried on for ages – primarily through the numerous introspective processes of yoga. Piercing and dissolving all the layers of the manifest personality, the relentlessly introverted consciousness cuts through the mask, and, at last discarding it in all of its stratifications, arrives at the anonymous and strangely unconcerned actor of our life.

Although in the Hindu and Buddhist texts vivid descriptions of the traditional hells or purgatories are to be found, where appalling details are dwelt upon minutely, never is the situation quite the same as that of the afterworlds of Dante and Ulysses, filled with celebrities long dead who still retain all of the characteristics of their personal masks. For in the Oriental hells, though multitudes of suffering
beings are depicted in their agonies, none retain the traits of their earthly individualities. Some can remember having once been elsewhere and know what the deed was through which the present punishment was incurred, nevertheless, in general, all are steeped and lost in their present misery.

Just as any dog is absorbed in the state of being precisely whatever dog it happens to be, fascinated by the details of its present life – and as we ourselves are in general spellbound by our present personal existences – so are the beings in the Hindu, Jaina, and Buddhist hells. They are unable to remember any former state, any costume worn in a previous existence, but identify themselves exclusively with that which they now are. And this, of course, is why they are in hell. Once this Indian idea has struck the mind, then the question immediately presents itself: Why am I bound to be what I am? Why have I to wear the mask of this personality, which I think and feel myself to be? Why must I endure its destiny, the limitations, delusions, and ambitions of this peculiar part that I am being driven to enact? Or why, if I have left one mask behind me, am I now back again in the limelight in another, enacting another role and in a different setting? What is compelling me to go on this way, being always something particular – an individual, with all of these particular shortcomings and experiences? Where and how am I ever to attain to another state – that of not being something particular, beset by limitations and qualities that obstruct my pure, unbounded being?

Can one grow into something devoid of any specificity of shade and color, undefined by shape, unlimited by qualities: something unspecific and therefore not liable to any specific life?

These are the questions that lead to the experiment of asceticism and yoga practice. They arise out of a melancholy weariness of the will to live – the will grown tired, as it were, of the prospect of this endless before and after, as though an actor should become suddenly bored with his career. The doom of this timeless course of transmigration: forgotten past and aimless future! Why do I bother being what I am: man, woman, peasant, artist, rich or poor? Since I have impersonated, without remembering, all of the possible attitudes and roles – time and time again, in the lost past, in the worlds that have dissolved – why do I keep going on?

One might very well come to loathe the hackneyed comedy of life if one were no longer blinded, fascinated, and deluded by the details of one's own specific part. If one were no longer spellbound by the plot of the play in which one happened to be caught for the present, one might very well decide to resign – give up the mask, the costume, the lines, and the whole affair. It is not difficult to imagine why, for some, it might become simply a bore to go on with this permanent engagement, enacting character after character in this interminable stock company of life. When the feeling comes of being bored with it or nauseated (as it has come, time and time again, in the long history of India) then life revolts, rebels against its own most elementary task or duty of automatically carrying on. Growing from an individual to a collective urge, this leads to the founding of ascetic orders, such as those of the Jaina and the Buddhist communities of homeless monks: troops of renegade actors, heroic deserters, footloose and self-exiled from the universal farce of the force of life.

The argument – if the renegades would bother to justify themselves – would run like this:

"Why should we care what we are? What real concern have we with all those parts that people are continually forced to play? Not to know that one has already enacted every sort of role, time and time again – beggar, king, animal, god – and that the actor's career is no better in one than in another, is truly a pitiable state of mind; for the most obvious fact about the timeless engagement is that all the objects and situations of the plot have been offered and endured in endless repetition through the millenniums. People must be completely blind to go on submitting to the spell of the same old allurements; enthralled by the deluding enticements that have seduced every being that ever lived; hailing with expectation, as a new and thriIIing adventure, the same trite deceptions of desire as have been experienced endlessly; clinging now to this, now to that illusion – all resulting only in the fact that the actor goes on acting roles, each seemingly new yet already rendered many times, though in slightly differing costumes and with other casts. Obviously, this is a ridiculous impasse. The mind has been bewitched, trapped by the pressures of a blind life-force that whirls creatures along in a cycling, neverending stream. And why? Who or what is doing this? Who is the fool that keeps this dim-witted entertainment on the boards?"

The answer that would have to be given to you should you be unable to find it for yourself would he simply – Man: Man himself: each individual. And the answer is obvious. For each goes on doing what has always been done, continually imagining himself to be doing something different. His brain, his tongue, his organs of action, are incorrigibly possessed by a drive to be doing something – and he does it. That is how he builds up new tasks for himself, contaminating himself every minute with new particles of karmic matter, which enter into his nature, flow into his life-monad, sully its essence, and bedim its light. These involvements fetter him to an existence murky with desire and ignorance; and here he treasures his transitory personality as though it were something substantial – clings to the short spell of confused life which is the only thing of which he is aware, cherishes the brief passage of individual existence between birth and the funeral pyre – and thus unconsciously prolongs the period of his own bondage indefinitely into the future. By being active in the pursuit of what he conceives to be his own or someone else's welfare and happiness, he only makes his own bonds, as well as everyone else's, the tighter."
[Philosophies of India, by Heinrich Zimmer]
Ah, we are totally different. For me character means 'chest',period. I 'm ending it here. I didn't read the whole post... I may later, but I don't believe it will interest me. For one, as a matter of time, as sorcerers use the word. 

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'Sorcerers' by my own definition.  8) ;) ;) ;)

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Evolution of the Persona
« Reply #67 on: September 09, 2018, 11:43:15 AM »
Evolution of the Persona

I have covered the peculiarity of personality and character for shamans. Then I included an extract by Heinrich Zimmer on the cultural-spiritual attitudes of the persona and the distinction between Western and Eastern attitudes to it . Now I want to discuss further the implications of persona development.

With this topic, I am stepping beyond the purvey of shamanism. This issue properly comes within sorcery. A sorcerer is a shaman who takes on the mysteries of our existence in a dedicated technical approach, and thus moves beyond the boundaries of human community. It is for this reason they are feared – not just the power of their knowledge, but because they no longer share a common bond with humanity and its values. That is a different issue, but for this topic, it is sufficient to know sorcerers are the super-technicians of the phenomenon of existence both within life and after. Thus, they are interested in how the persona develops and why – for what purpose?

Bear in mind, I am using the word persona to describe the whole of what I previously called personality and character, which are two layers of the persona. It is in fact the soul, or astral vehicle including its sentience. The general view of most esoteric traditions is that the persona dies sometime after the death of the body, thus, many argue there is no point in developing it beyond purifying to a transparency that no longer occludes the truths within our being. It is a façade, a social construct of convenience with no intrinsic value of its own. To waste time developing it, as society emphasises, is precious time that should be focused on exploring the inner and outer mysteries. Therefore, many esoteric traditions pay scant attention to the intricacies of potential within persona development. Of course, it is never as simple as that, but in general, the image of the well is about as far as they go – the structure, the lining, the stability of the rope mechanism and the seal of the bucket being essential to successfully drawing up the water of life from the depths of the well. But there is no imagination the persona has its own integrated role in a longer trajectory of existence.

If we accept the classic division of being between the 1st, 2nd and 3rd attentions, or the body-soul-spirit, then the primary focus of a spiritual aspirant is to develop the ‘attention’ of the spirit, and to transfer the loci of identity away from the body and soul, because they are the ephemeral sheaths. To explore why the development of the persona is of value, we must engage with the technology of what happens during and after death.

There are many views on this from different esoteric traditions, as well as from those who have experienced near-death events or astral travelling. But the standard map of the normal death process is that firstly, the physical body dies in about as long as it takes to go without water – say three days to complete. The astral body, or soul, exits the body from one of the physical portals, and continues to exist on the astral plane until all the dream memories have been reviewed. That can take different time periods depending on how imaginative the person was. The death of the astral body is called the Second Death. After that, the spirit continues to exist and work its way through the aura of the solar system until it re-enters another incarnation process. That is the standard, common or garden view of the cycle of incarnations. The names and concepts change, but you’ll find it pretty similar all round.

Bear in mind through this discussion, that the popular understanding of reincarnation does not have to be that simple – in which we die and in a matter of a few years are born again in this world. The cycle of incarnation could take on an infinite number of variations, including incarnating in different worlds, times or universes for that matter. It may not mean into a physical body – the cosmos is beyond our comprehension, and we just have to role with the flow on that, unless of course, we are capable of consciously directing that flow. But it is wise to avoid the Western linear illusion bias, as plain observation reinforces the presence of cycles in all existence.

There is debate about whether this incarnation cycle is available to all living beings, or only those who have evolved to a threshold upon which this can unfold – that is, only for those whose awareness and will can force it to happen. This is where the sorcerer comes in. A sorcerer doesn’t much care what happens to the average being on death – he or she engineers the process while living, to ensure it does happen. It becomes a technical issue of how to utilise a natural process to its maximum potential.

The technological alternatives of immortality for sorcerers are a fascinating issue. For example, some sorcerers have succeeded in retaining the physical and astral bodies through the full death process, but that is a very advanced technique (oddly enough, Heinrich Hauser reported that the young, current Dalai Lama was interested in this area). There have been numerous ‘survival’ methods attempted by intrepid sorcerers, and not all successful, nonetheless, I’ll skip that debate here, and stick to the golden rule approach: distilling the essence of each outer sheath and absorbing it into the next inner one. This incorporates the expertise of ‘silent protectors’. A special kind of aware memory that has the power to grasp the intensity of a moment, and store it in the design and constitution of the next inner sheath or ‘vehicle’. This requires a high degree of awareness and grasping power – qualities naturally developed on the shamanic path.

For interest sake, the standard view is that all our sentient activity is processed this way, whether we direct it consciously or not. Thus, if a person is engaged in deceiving others in one life, that moral quality transfers through the reincarnation process into a structural flaw in the astral vehicle of the subsequent incarnation. Which means, even if the person then wants to see reality clearly, the impressions are distortedly refracted by that flaw as they pass through the Assemblage Point to the inner sensor of the being. This is why some people never seem to grasp the truth of something no matter how clearly it is presented to them.

The whole point is that if the physical body and the persona can each be developed, then an imprint of the state attained can be stored in the seed of spirit. That seed can then unfurl a new incarnation into whatever state of being is intended. Remember, intent is a feature of the 3rd attention, and thus an inherent quality of the finest reduction of our existence – our best chance of achieving permanence through impermanence. So also, is the resonant flavour of our life impressions. What I like to call, ‘triple-distilled spirit’.

That’s the theory, but how does it work in practice?

Keep in mind, that newly born creatures, especially humans, enter the world with clearly distinct personality and character. Any parent can attest to that. But the question of where that persona comes from is never satisfactorily explained by biology alone.

Sorcerers, if anything, are superb at masquerading under whatever guise they deem useful. For the most part, they are of a solitary or small cohort disposition. One reason for this is that they tend to be so ruthless and energy-carnivorous, that to join larger associations always ends in disaster. But the Himalayas spawned two of the most successful associations of sorcerers know in the current era. One was the Turkestan Sufis, who sustained themselves secretly in the vast caved mountain ranges of Turkistan, and the other is Tibetan Buddhism. Even to this day, the mask of religious respectability is all the world knows of this clade of sorcerers who hide deep within Tibetan Buddhism.

One of the experiments they engineered was to channel their knowledge to each succeeding generation of adepts, to significantly speed up the process, expand the potentials, but more importantly, make the procedure of repeated incarnations on the path of realisation reliable – less susceptible to the vagaries of chance and life’s misadventures. You must admit, it was a fine plan, and included considerable buttressing with codes of virtue, to mitigate against killing each other. Unfortunately, that part was only partially successful, and the scheme suffered from periods of slaughter. Overall, the codes were reasonably effective considering the nature of human beings.

But what about their key objective of securing a reliable cycle of incarnations of the path of knowledge? There were two aspects. The first, of providing esoteric knowledge that was relatively easily available to each successive cycle, worked quite well. There were problems of financial backing to gain access to the higher levels of training, but in general, quality individuals were spotted and made their way to the secrets. I would venture that no other tradition has had the success rate of aspirants achieving the threshold of basic enlightenment as the Tibetan Buddhists. You could argue the rest of Buddhism matched that success rate, but only Tibetan Buddhism concealed within it the deeper sorcery knowledge of what to do post-enlightenment. Much of which, by the way, they snavelled from Indian yogis.

The second aspect unfortunately, they had less success with: transferal of the imprint of persona. They instigated an experiment they called the ‘tulku’. Tulkus were identified reincarnations, who were picked up and slotted back into their ongoing development programme with each successive life. Seemed like a good idea at the time, but unfortunately, was largely a failure. There were political reasons also, for initiating this tulku project, but it is obviously a rational next step in their ongoing lineage stream-machine. So why did it fail?

Ultimately, the universe is not that simple. The process of distilling physical and persona achievements into a seed imprint, then expanding that back into full deployment, is not a linear progression. There are far too many complexities to our being for such a simple idea. In fact, there has been more success in utilising genetics for this concept. Easier to pursue a physical rather than spiritual clade approach for the transference of evolved personas. Although, that tends to only work over time, not in immediate successive generations. There is more evidence your grandchildren will manifest the results of your own persona developments than your children. Nonetheless, this area has only been useful for the long generational history of great families who can police their marriages, and not much use for an individual seeking to salvage his or her efforts in persona development for their own incarnations.

So why didn’t this experiment work for the Tibetans? The lineage of the Dalai Lama is probably the best obvious example of what went wrong, although the problems were replicated with every tulku succession. The internal assessment of the process ascertained two flaws in the theory.

Firstly, although the imprint of the previous persona could be identified in each successive incarnation, the being involved had other ideas about which areas of persona needed to be focused on, and that rarely synced with the expectations of either the public or the development plans of the previous-incarnated person involved. As I said, we tend to expect linear progression, but the monad seeks a far wider range of experiences in its long path. Many incarnations of the Dalai Lama were considered duds and embarrassments by the institution. And when a good version finally arrived, it failed to pick up where the previous persona left off. Just look at the difference between the current Dalai Lama and the previous – totally different personalities, even if there is a similarity of character (at least they were a succession of better incarnations after a string of duds). The lesson seems to be, don’t expect too much, and don’t expect what you hope for.

The second flaw in the theory came about because each successive incarnation was feted. They failed to consider the necessity of struggle and the debilitating effects of privilege in the process of persona development. Basically, they were trying to improve on what was already a well-constructed mechanism, of opening oneself to the deeper winds of the source. Sorcerers throughout time have fallen for this error, due to their over-ambitious obsession with power.

In general, though, there was some success in the tulku experiment, as over time the linkage between successive incarnations could be seen to carry the persona development imprint, just not in the way you might expect or desire. So at least they did establish the technology worked, albeit with unpredictable results.

So, we can draw confidence from this experiment, that there is a capacity for trusting that the effort you put into honing and building your personality and character is not entirely lost in death. Of course, there remains the issue of whether reincarnation itself is a reality or even useful for individuals. If you don’t in some way accept that, then I can’t see any purpose in struggling to refine your persona – except for benefits within the timeframe of this life. Which is no small thing either.

I recommend, nonetheless, applying yourself diligently to the full development of the persona, at any age, because ultimately, our journey is extremely long. Over spirit-time, we may have uncooked seeds which distract and delay our monad’s path, but that’s all part of the work. If you can learn to capture those silent protectors, then there is value in the plan. Otherwise, if no ‘long path’ exists for the monad or no actual monad exists (as Buddhism in theory maintains), then I suspect it’s all futile, and everything you’ve done will dissipate like dried leaves in the autumn wind: lila of the goddess.
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Awareness, Part I
« Reply #68 on: September 24, 2018, 07:34:36 AM »
Awareness

Part I

This is perhaps the most difficult concept to understand, and in many ways, the most important. We have this puerile trust in words, that once something is identified sufficiently to name it, we believe it understood. Constantly using the word ‘aware’ in everyday speech, we never stop to ask: what does it really mean?

For a shaman, this question is quintessential to the whole force and focus of life. The mystery of awareness is a fathomless sequence of realisations – how could anyone think they fully understand? That mystery is our entire journey – a direction, not an achievement. This is why I have been dismayed at those spiritual leaders throughout history who have claimed there is a threshold of realisation, as in ‘enlightenment’, after which, all is known and nothing more to learn and discover. That represents a complete failure to comprehend the meaning of the word ‘unknowable’ as it applies to existence. Awareness, more than anything else, fits the description of being ultimately unknowable, for one very good reason. Nonetheless, our effort to unravel the secrets of awareness is the most significant thing we can do while we also partake of existence.

During this discussion, I will utilise the standard structure of 1st, 2nd and 3rd attentions, or physical, astral and energetic-essence – body, soul, spirit. The term ‘attention’ is a clever insight. To be aware of something, we must be capable of paying attention to it. They are similar in meaning, but while awareness has a passive implication, attention is active – we ‘pay’ attention, or in other words, make an effort to ‘focus’. This brings in the will. Without having developed ‘will’, we are incapable of focusing attention sufficiently to penetrate awareness into anything. By the same token, if we have not enhanced awareness of our own volition, we remain in a reactive state, where we become aware of things because they impact upon us from without. The world forces us to become aware of that which causes us pleasure or pain. Most people have primarily ‘hard-edge’ awareness, and then through socialisation, develop ‘acceptance-rejection’ awareness. They are the worldly pressures upon our sentience that instigates awareness, to a very scant degree.

Hard-edge awareness is the 1st attention – the physical world, our body. Acceptance-rejection awareness belongs to the 2nd attention – the astral or soul-scape. Once we activate desire and ambition, we move into ‘potential’ awareness – awareness of intent, to whatever measure of determination we can muster. This becomes 3rd attention awareness – energetic-essence or spirit.

That sums up awareness development for the average person’s experience. Ambition, an internally engendered awareness, is almost always socially dependent, meaning it fulfils the expectations of our social sphere. There is another category of person whose ambition responds to ideas rather than the acceptance-rejection model. These people are found in religion, academia, science or social/community change fields. Although inspired by others, as is all endeavour, they are less concerned with approval. This is a major psychological watershed – awareness generated from within. Without knowing it, these people are entering the world of shamanism.

Shamans adopt the task of emergent awareness because they instinctively grasp it is the core of their being. To comprehend what I’m going to cover here, one must have devoted years to the basic steps of awareness development which I detail in my book, Spiritual Development the Hard Way. Because our formative awareness is essentially reactive, it is a sentience stretch to even begin an inner momentum, a realisation of inherent potential. I provide exercises in that book for ways to expand awareness in a matrix of directions and levels. They are preparatory to the advanced practices of awareness.

Oddly enough, awareness is a concept wherein quality or quantity mean the same thing. I’ll use the word quality, as it implies a flavour – like smoke from a pipe – but know that it also unites with quantity. People’s awareness differs. This is difficult to grasp, because as awareness grows, it forms around us continuously as the accepted status – we only register the shifts, for a short time, and then familiarity resumes. Thus, we can be forgiven for thinking that everyone around us shares the same perceptual vitality. But they don’t.

“The wise man sees not the same tree as the fool.” It took me decades on this path to realise what that saying meant. Of course, the fool sees the same tree, the same leaves, the same trunk and branches. But there is a difference!

Sit back for a minute and contemplate your hands. Sense both your dominant and non-dominant hand. Feel into them separately and notice the difference. Comparatively, you will realise the acuteness of awareness in your non-dominant hand can’t match that of your dominant hand. As if there is a fuzz or obscuration in the awareness of your non-dominant hand. Awareness penetrates deeper into the molecular and minute sinew layers in your dominant hand. There is a distinct difference. That difference means many things, like knowledge, transparency, control, intimacy, power, capacity. Let’s subsume all these qualities into the term ‘intensity’. That’s not excitement, or passion, or compression – these are important aspects of awareness, but they are not implied in this specific use of the word intensity. It is intense in the sense of a silent, latent power, not an impending or kinetic power. Awareness is immanent, not imminent.

When the wise man sees a tree, his vision is infused with immanent awareness – like the distinction between the dominant and the non-dominant hand. You should already be sensing where I am steering with this language. Keep in mind that distinction as we progress. Superior awareness knows how to act, but instead, infuses. The growth pathway must progress through phases of active engagement to a point of supremacy. Only after that, can a profound awareness arrive, as in winter when the life force is undeployed (in distinction to summer) suffusing, and manifesting in a distilled vibrancy. Shamans know the difference, and do their best work in winter, not summer.

There is another old Chan story: a martial arts master, with his acolyte, is crossing the river in a small ferry. A belligerent bully begins thrusting his weight around in mid-stream. The master refuses to react, despite his student’s imploring eyes. On disembarking the young man beseeches his teacher: why didn’t you put that bully in his place? The master responds, that to do so would have jeopardised the stability of the boat, and afterwards, it didn’t matter as no real harm had eventuated. Think of the wise man’s awareness as the mind of that master sitting in the small boat – knowing in full awareness how the situation could be controlled yet reserving his hand.

This brings us to the essence of awareness: inner silence. I will resile this topic to a separate discourse, but it can’t be omitted here, as inner silence is the vehicle of penetration into this mystery. Here is an allegory to elucidate this technique. Imagine you enter a department store from the front doors on street level. The immediate floor is filled with wonderous brand-name products. This department store differs to the usual high rise building of multiple levels, as it’s subsequent ‘floors’ are actually vast rooms that sequence horizontally. To gain access to the next or subsequent floors, you must enter the lift, yet this lift transports on horizontal tracks into the mountain, which rises up behind the city. You spend time wandering among the glittering offerings on the initial floor, then take the lift, deeper to the next room. Exiting there, you again see a wonderous array of attractive products beckoning you. Willing yourself away, you return to the lift and travel to the next display room, repeating the previous experience with a whole new category of enticements. Many of your fellow shoppers stop off at one or the other of these ‘floors’, but you revert again and again to the lift, passing through multiple, seemingly endless, vast rooms of alluring enticements. Each time you return to the lift, the successive floors display more subtle and symbolic invitations of commitment, yet you reserve your pledge. Finally, you awaken to the realisation that it is the lift itself that enthrals you, after which, you become the lift operator for the throng of customers who pour into the store. The lift is the conduit of awareness intensity: position neutral. Actuated through silencing the mind.

On the shamanic path, the journey of awareness begins with the 1st attention. Young shamanic natures delight in the physical. They usually have excellent bodily control and strength (aside from those who are born with physical disabilities – a curiously common feature of a certain category of shamans, but that is a different story altogether). In youth, shamans discover the power of the body, and how to apply it to out-compete their companions. Despite relishing competitive bouts, they soon learn that they can’t win against certain classes of people who are born sportsman. This is very important for their later path, as knowing the long goal takes priority over exhaustion in competition with those who are destined to be superiorly aligned in any field of action. Instinctively, they know when to retract, allowing an opponent to pass by without challenge lest they jeopardise their ultimate quest. Here is a well-known Sufi story to illustrate this point.

There was once a famous singer, renowned throughout the land for his commanding, resonant voice and distinguished singing. One day, the emperor was overcome with longing to hear a rendition by this vocalist, so he sent a request that he should perform for his majesty. The singer replied: he was in a depressed phase and had lost all interest in singing – he declined to perform for anyone. In fact, he hadn’t sung for some years. The emperor’s attendant Sufi sheikh spoke quietly to him, saying he could provide his majesty with the experience of hearing the great man’s voice, if he would be willing to wait a little time. The emperor was delighted and agreed to wait. After some weeks, one night, the sheikh told the emperor to change into commoners’ clothes and accompany him into the city streets.

They walked through the darkened alleyways until the sheikh motioned the emperor to stop at the corner of a building. Then the sheikh broke into song. His sang so profoundly that the emperor was stunned with its beauty. “I didn’t know you were such a fabulous singer….” The emperor began to say, when suddenly, their issued forth from the balcony of a room around the corner, the most wonderful singing anyone had ever heard. The famous singer had been provoked to unleash his unmatched voice. Both the emperor and sheikh were dumbstruck at the extraordinary experience of hearing this great master of song.

Afterwards, upon thanking the sheikh for his skill at providing his majesty this private audience with the singing master of the age, he nonetheless enquired, “But why did you ask me to wait some time before this?” The Sufi replied, “I had to practice.”

A shaman worth his salt never seeks to be the top dog in any field of activity through which he passes, nonetheless delighting in his own private mastery at each threshold. He realises, he is not destined for competitive glory, as those who are thus fated remain forever wedded to their status. The shaman is a traveller on a different road. He does not care to prove anything to anyone – he follows his own path, alone in this magnificent universe.

Next, the young shaman’s awareness breaks through into the 2nd attention, the astral plane. He or she learns lucid dreaming. The initial phase is predictable – what would anyone imprisoned do once they are freed? Of course, they will run amok! It’s only natural, once the restrictions upon our subconscious are removed, we yearn to satisfy all those repressed desires inherent in our being. I once confessed to a friend of mine, “You can’t get venereal diseases in the astral.” Whereupon he replied, “Are you sure of that?” There is truth in this comment – no action, anywhere, is without consequences. The first lesson of the deeper layers of awareness dawn upon our young shaman: integrity, in all that word implies, is embedded deeper than either the 1st or 2nd attention, and its burgeoning presence begins to manifest no matter what the ‘world’ or situation. It is a sign that awareness is travelling within - into the core of our being instead of superficially across the surface.
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« Reply #69 on: September 24, 2018, 08:52:09 AM »
I won't wait for part II  :):D half kidding …) -   That's what is called a "Good post" - inherent awareness and silence... great-simply.

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Awareness, Part II
« Reply #70 on: September 28, 2018, 06:32:09 AM »
Awareness

Part II

The astral is a world of unparalleled high adventure. As in the physical, the initial shamanic path of awareness evolution is necessarily deployed in exploration and finally, mastery. Here again, she or he avoids the inane battles of sorcerers and other disembodied spirits who vie for supremacy on this plane, and whose only intent is stealing energy. The key thing to learn here is ‘freedom of the vehicle’. This implies learning how to fly, to move instantly without slogging through images of obstruction, to experience the feelings of passing through walls, under the ground, or ejecting far into the universe above the earth and visiting other planets. It is also vital to learn how to defeat all beings and groups who attack. This reflects an internal psychological competence within the physical-social world.

During my own sojourn in this phase, I delighted in flying into rooms of bikies whom I either dispatched with martial arts, or nicked-out of there by flying through the floor. In fact, I developed a great joy and capacity for fighting, and flying into the ground wherein I discovered sealed cells with trapped entities within. All these experiences are in fact dealing with our own inner fears and demons. It is a way of self-healing, by gaining mastery over anything that has become lodged in our aura throughout life. Eventually, I told an advanced psychic about these nocturnal, violent adventures that I was enjoying, whereupon she said, “But why don’t you seek out the astral hall of learning?”

After expanding one’s awareness in this lower-astral playground, the next phase is to encounter the entities who live within the astral. At this point, the shaman’s awareness commences a critical phase of awakening: recognition of, and relationship with spirits. The adventures of this phase are essential to the work shamans eventually enter upon in the world as they shoulder community obligations. It is here they make alliances and friendships within the spirit world. If they avoid the traps of being attracted to nuisance spirits, whose only purpose is to cause trouble, they learn to contact the great spirits of weather, mountains, valleys, streams and those of higher beings who empower the shaman with seeds of future realisations. Awareness eventually expands to being capable of a proper meeting with the human model – a passive, enigmatic archetype, like a crystal of all human potential. This happens gradually with numerous chance meetings, and finally results in being overwhelmed with love and devotion upon one’s knees before this mysterious entity. Just another milestone on the path of evolving awareness, yet a critical one, which has the benefit of inoculation against enchantment by devious god-men in the social world.

All well and good – it’s not called the world of adventure for nothing. But in due course the serious shaman realises the astral is nothing more than being immersed in an American movie, full of glamorous yet superficial images. An endless array of emotionally charges pictures that pass before our attention, and whose only efficacy is the opportunity to engage with whatever inner, traumatic bubbles of entrapped anxiety their appearance enflames. There is no tangible wisdom or depth of awareness available in the astral because there is no traction, no leverage into our energetic-essence layer of being. Finally, in my own case, I became bored with this kaleidoscope of metaphors. I futilely strove to discern some mode of penetration beyond the astral, from within it – like struggling to untie a sack from within. Meditating within the dream offered the best results in that regard, yet all it accomplished was a cataclysmic shift in scenery, appearing significant at first but soon revealed to be only more of the same interminable conga-line of phantasmagoria. I needed to discover a way beyond, into the 3rd attention, and it became obvious that was near impossible from within the 2nd attention, because it was just too slippery. There was almost no purchase, no friction with which to endure sufficiently long enough to create fundamental alterations in my being. I decided to return to the 1st attention, and ‘walk’ the long road.

Refocused in the 1st attention, the shaman of today has the advantage of some structural breakthroughs in the ancient tradition. The most important being a calculated posture toward worldly action. It is incomprehensible, the depth of value offered to modern shamans by a brilliant insight into a dilemma confronting all serious-minded people in the long history of our species. I have written about this at length in a separate (not yet public) discourse, but to jump straight to the resolving principle: it is called ‘controlled folly’. I can’t begin to explain how profound this idea is for shamans. It finally released those on the path of realisation from the Gordian Knot of conscience, that stifled so many in the past from expanding their awareness ‘through’ the physical world. The first step for the re-entered-into-the-world shaman, within the overall stratagem of controlled folly, is the challenge of the petty tyrant.

Confronting petty tyrants is a technique requiring a separate treatment, so I will assume the reader has understood this principle and practised it, to comprehend the following. I spent about ten years in this phase and was able to deepen my awareness into myself and others, so profoundly, that I came to realise: awareness is maturity. This principle is not easily comprehended. To understand, we need to grasp that maturity encompasses so much that it suspends action and judgement, because it sees through the excitement and protestations of the moment. It knows how things change: the way people change, the way energy moves in waves and cycles. Maturity is a very rare quality in the world. It is depth of keel.

Maturity is what awareness is actually all about. It is the realisation – not just a mental realisation but one that is deep in blood and bone – that there are only two states in human experience: struggle and pleasure. Most people exist within the paradigm of good and bad luck, of joy and pain. The mature shaman awakens to the realisation that all growth comes from struggle. Pleasure requires no special skills – we all should release ourselves into pleasure whenever it comes our way, as it is highly beneficial and healthy. But a shaman never forgets, even in ecstasy. The path to awareness is always one of struggle, and mature is the person who resigns to acceptance and respect of the unplumbed wisdom from ‘whatever’ laid down this fact of reality. Maturity even secretly relishes this pact with awareness, smiling when another awakens to the same sober enlightenment. Astrologically, we are speaking of Saturn – a force most resile from, yet one the shaman embraces, and continuously inserts into every plan.

To elucidate this further, I like to use an analogy from the sport of road cycling. Within this sport, there are those who specialise on one-day classics. These are very long, and the cyclists must manage their energy to span the length of the day’s ride. That may take about six hours, so they need to factor in the degree of energy exertion that allows for reasonably quick recovery, such that their deeper energetic layers do not deplete before the ‘final sprint to line’ by those in the lead at race end. This requires the maturity of understanding how energy works – and to have the instinctive mindfulness of these different states of energy. Something only endurance sports-people understand.

But what amazes me are the grand tour cyclists, who race day after day for three weeks! The general classification (GC) competitors in this extreme sport, must penetrate their awareness into multiple energetic layers within their bodies. They not only have to manage exertions and recoveries within the race of any one day, but across weeks. At what point do you exhaust your reserves for that day’s race, yet retain enough for overnight recuperation and availability tomorrow, and the next week? This demands an extremely mature awareness of sensations within the body – you may feel great today, but don’t assume all that energy is available in future days if you use it all now. Good GC cyclists instinctively read their energy levels and learn to waste not a miniscule drop on anything, despite how they might feel in the moment.

This analogy exemplifies the way awareness can penetrate the subtlest nuances of subterranean layers that are obscured for the average person who is enchanted by the present. It is also a lesson for how shamans structure their life.

The next phase of the development of awareness is how a shaman fuses the 1st and 2nd attentions. After all their experiences in the astral plane, a strange mystery manifests: the realisation they are not alone. There is another, who is also themself, and who operates with unknown power in the astral. This being is called the ‘double’. The double is so mysterious that it defies definition or any rules of manifestation. But an exposition of awareness must include the arrival of the double. This is such an extensive topic, I cannot cover it here, but you should know that whenever you are dealing with another person who seeks access to the shamanic path, your awareness must be advanced enough to discern if that person has an ‘active’ double. Although I say the double in some way arises from the extent of experience in the astral plane, it is not so simple. To access the shamanic way, a person must already have an active double – they may not know about it, but you must have that degree of awareness. In fact, what happens is that your double recognises and connects with their double … but now we veer into shamanic technicalities best left for a separate exposition.

The advent of the double makes possible the fusing of the 1st and 2nd attention. Not only does the physical identity penetrate the astral, but the astral identity reciprocates by penetrating back into the physical. Eventually these two exchanges become second nature, but initially they must be managed and corralled vigorously lest all kinds of mental illnesses result. Once the exchange is managed, the shaman’s awareness expands to perceive the astral in the physical and conversely, draw the astral towards the endeavours of the physical. This is all done on the two juxtaposed quarters of awareness: the mythical for the 1st attention, and the pragmatic for the 2nd.

Just quickly, I’ll sketch these two quarters. The mythical is the quarter lying alongside the inner tirtha – the crossing between the astral and the physical. Try this, look at a person, then quickly turn away and ‘see’ that person. It is difficult to see the soul of another while their physical body stands before you, but turn away and what impression strikes you? Remove the object from in-front of your soul’s eye, and you will perceive the other’s soul. Eventually your awareness will accommodate both together, and you can then act on two different levels simultaneously – that is the mark of a shaman.

The pragmatic is the quarter lying alongside the tirtha on the astral side. Upon training your astral double to cooperate in your daily life, the pragmatic quarter of your astral self is functional enough that you can enlist it in your daytime undertakings – you have confidence that your double is participating. This manifests when someone asks a shaman for help, and the shaman has an instinctive cognisance that his double has received the message and is on the job. All it takes is a switch inside, and you know the process is alive (or not – the double is not always easily enlisted). It may still require direct engagement in sacred space, but that is only to reinforce the process.

These are examples of how a shaman’s awareness operates in a practical way. It becomes even more enriching when the shaman undertakes works of art, but that’s another fascinating issue altogether. I fear in this treatise I have perhaps leaned too much to the serious, without celebrating the joyous festival of poignant reverberation within which shamans swim and dance. It is in art and poetry that a shaman’s real being dwells – if you seek the wizard, seek her in flight.

Thus, you can perceive how the wise man sees not the same tree as the fool. My own experience with this was enhanced upon reading a beautiful book on how the aboriginals of the South Australian desert country ‘saw’ their land. They took young, pre-initiation schoolboys and recorded their art work. It was art much the same as any school child anywhere in the world. Then, they recorded their art work after they had been initiated in their cultural ceremonies. The change was dramatic. From naïve drawings of a child, to depictions of land-based supernatural impositions. The authors of the book then included actual photos of the land features that these drawings depicted (and those of other initiated men), and the song-line stories which told of the creation of these features. So you could easily see both – the drawing of the song-line, and the actual feature in photo – like rocks, trees, waterholes, valleys and so forth.

Just as in India, the rule became obvious: no land feature without a story, and no story without a land feature. This book was very soon recalled due to objections from the aboriginal people themselves, as publicly revealing too much of sacred lore. But it transformed my view of the Australian landscape. Where once I saw what we in Australia call ‘scrub’, I now saw a mythical and energetic topography, filled with meaningful resonance. I saw the astral within the mundane in the Australian ‘bush’ for the first time in my life, and I never looked back. I was later able to personally verify this energetic topography during heightened-awareness experiences.

How does one explain this? That what you are witnessing daily in the world around you is infused with the imprint of a self-resonant vibrancy – that here lies a doorway to infinity. One walks on grains of metaphors that pulse with intensity. That is the quality with which the wise man sees the tree.

For the shaman, awareness has one more threshold to encompasses: the 3rd attention. It is there, within the concept of maturity, that this door unlocks. To access it one must build intent, by applying oneself to a sequence of cycles that begin with disconnection, disengagement, even despair, then revelation through imagination to commitment and action – seen through via determination, to conclusion and flag-planting – silent-protector realisation which is stored in the chest or womb of the shaman – before the cycle begins again. Filament by filament, the shaman enriches his or her spirit aura. This is the ‘flavour’ of awareness, which in terms of energetic-essence, becomes a hearth and ‘aura’ in eternity.

I can only speak in poetic terms, because those who know, know, and those who don’t, don’t. But one pivotal element is crucial: no amount of task-struggle will build intent unless it is performed within the context of awakened knowledge. It is action-cycles within a compression vehicle of spirit-infused strategy that impregnates our seemingly prosaic life, to germinate an ultimately shattering revolution. Only a shaman knows what burning cauldron lies hidden by the outer façade, concealed behind a display of diversions which constitutes the humour of adepts.

Shamans arrives at a point which awakens within their being the knowledge I referenced at the beginning of this discussion: why “awareness, more than anything else, fits the description of being ultimately unknowable, for one very good reason” – because awareness is spirit.
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« Reply #71 on: September 29, 2018, 11:46:15 AM »
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~ You give too much emphasis (importance) on the astral (there, I hope) Michael. ...To the point where it sounds more sorceric than shamanic. !



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I am interested what you mean by god men.


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« Reply #73 on: September 30, 2018, 09:56:12 AM »


I am interested what you mean by god men.

Spiritual charlatans: it's a common phrase in India, but think of all the cult leaders, including Rajneesh.

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« Reply #74 on: September 30, 2018, 10:47:13 AM »
OK, perhaps I should say more - who knows whose watching...

One of the phases on the journey is the meeting in physical of a spiritual leader who promises salvation. This is a big threshold on the path, reflected in what I called in my post above, the human model. Carlos Castaneda referred to this entity in his books as the Mold of Man. I have reasons for calling it the Model, but whatever...

Because we have such a desire to aspire to a spiritual life, when we think we find in daily world a person who exemplifies that aspiration, we experience an overwhelming desire to flock to following such a person. They represent the manifestation of the human model on earth. Jesus Christ is the common example. Let's say Jesus appeared today, with all his miracles and wise rhetoric. What would you do? Would you flock to his feet and throw in your full being to support and follow him? For a spiritual person, that is an overpowering impulse.

What we are flocking to, and kneeling before, is an inner representation of the human model. Don't deny the power of your emotional devotion to such a being - it will reduce every aspirant of the path to tears of surrender. Alas, it is not as it seems, and when that truth dawns, it can destroy a person's spiritual yearning. It shouldn't - it is a natural phase of the path. Most spiritually advanced people know well about this, and thus set up all manner of diversions to distract the devotee. Buddha talked intellectually which cut through the emotionality. Krishna was a disturbingly complex being who flaunted all the moral stereotypes to confuse any intelligent follower.

Some clever people realise this condition, and suck energy from foolish yet well intentioned spiritually inclined souls for their own enrichment. This is as true in India today as it is in the USA.

The natural desire to devote oneself to a god-made-manifest person, with the feeling that once we fall into line behind them all our anxieties and difficulties will be assuaged, is very powerful. So many genuine souls have been destroyed through this deceit. To meet the human model in the astral is a sign you are wandering close to the 3rd attention, and that is significant. But it also inoculates you against the misunderstanding that some other person can save you.

It is a kind of spiritual romance, where love deceives us into believing an easy answer exists out there - in another being - instead of within and only after long and arduous effort. Falling in love with another person on a personal romantic level involves the same principle. It does not work that way. The journey of spirit has to be earned - there are no free passes.

Again, the same principle applies when a person aspires to all the 'good'. Infused through visions of uplifting and enlightening emotions - what Steiner called Lucifer. Again - it does not work that way. Lucifer, the God of Light, is a deviant from the ancient path, and his followers fall into lifetimes of illusion. The road is hard, and progress is only secured through constant effort. Look kindly upon the human model, and fall at his feet, but then move on - there is much more to know...

Nonetheless, I know from my own life, the truly intense flooding that happens when I met either the human model, or its personal counterpart, the animus/anima: I still haven't recovered decades after. We leave a vital core of our soul behind when we walk on, on the path of knowledge, and that pain of longing never leaves us - it sits within us like a burning knife, if we are true to ourselves.

Sounded like the truth
Seemed the better way
Sounded like the truth
But it’s not the truth today
[L Cohen]
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