Spirit is both light and darkness. There is no real devil. That is just the nature of spirit. Light and darkness has always been the way.
Spirits darkness is much different than ours. However ours is a real true threat to us.
When you come to restless soma, you will experience both, because this is spirits nature.
And the real test is to choose which one you will serve.
The goal is to shed light where darkness reigns and clean house.
If darkness takes over, no work is done, and you become a dark being.
Like a dark sorcerer.
Some choose that path, but the path will eventually eat them alive.
It takes more work being a creature of the light, then a creature of the night.
The more we strengthen the connection to spirit, spirit tests us. And makes our darkness known. Then we have to face it, and do the work.
The person who killed their double, they did so because they kept doing things which were so detrimental, that the darkness took over.
Spirit didnt sever the connection to the double, they did.
Then they incorporated a 'false' double, by becoming all ego. They may think they are on the right path, however they are definitely not.
Like I said, I saw it, dead. I can see.
I know when someone has just done so much, they succumb to darkness.
I almost sucummed to darkness. I had a breakdown. When I was in the hospital during my breakdown, I looked in the mirror, and saw my darkness reflecting back.
Since that moment, I have been on a long journey, and worked very hard, to eradicate my darkness, and bring forth the light.
Yes some darkness still lurks but I know how to temper it. I deal with it in my dreaming, and fight the ghosts, the monsters, the zombies.
Darkness overtakes us through the weakness of fear. Selfishness, evil, etc, can overtake us if we do not shape up.
the primordal battle exists within all of us. We have to find our true self, and work strongly so it does not take us over.
Nikosv, your darkness came out on this thread. This was your double trying to show you, where you need to work.
We cannot simply imagine us as beings of light, we have to become beings of light.
Stick around and you will learn. If you dont want to speak much thats fine. I didnt speak for a very long time. I took a long hiatus.
I speak when ready, and I am ready.
I've only got one shot.
We only get one shot.
