Great timing on this topic , i have been rattled for a few days by an incident . I am not sure if correct , yet i will say , in the establishing of a peaceful space or balance , sometimes it feels something or somebody will make a bid for us "it" or our peace .
The most beautiful times can be interrupted by intense disturbances , which have contrasted and abruptly shake that peace.
Being caught off gaurd .
A response i notice was one of a closed stance " digging heels in " when confronted with an seeming absurd emotional accostament.
This leads to a situation of tension which makes for " make or break" usually on my emotions and bodily state .
and leaves no room for movement having esablished the seeming stage for which the following act to play out .
Damn triggers too quick .
We can be caught in seeing , obseredly elsewise , or acting off balance . And the balance being struck to ignite action from a more panoramic avanue .
I Defiantly know what your talking about, For me the emotional accosts happen a lot with a specific type of person I usually hang out with, More of the extroverted or those which are emotionally repressed. I usually accept the blows and let them determine the type of justice I will deliver. Most often reacting or acting out in return is usually more detrimental then the initial blow itself. Which I assume is the intent of the blow. For these types Where you don't feel an immediate and Huge damage of energy, Silent justice or triumph is usually the best.
I know exactly what you mean - it happens to me, and I feel it rising up inside me. It is a real skill to pull out into the observation position, and ask, "What on earth are you doing?" Except that seems so limp, when being thrust forward in the heat of the moment into a really outrageous reaction delivers a delicious sense of satisfaction, usually regretted for a long time afterwards.
It does in fact, and I have sometimes attributed this to acts of flyers, although I know this to be a delicate subject for some, I have a little interest in them. But I once saw them working together to steal awareness. And doing a crazy dance is usually the best option, but not always advisable. So it is usually best to subliminate it, and channel it into something else, I find. Yes dealing with the regret is hard sometimes, but its important though to maintain the equilibrium or balance of actions.
