Topic: The Parasite

[Endless~Knot]

This is the story of everyone of us.
This is the story of our inner true soul’s conversation with us.
One day it walks up to us, and breaks this stone upon our heads.
It awakens from it’s own sweet slumber, turns to us and says:

“You say to me, there is a part of you which I am denying, and by denying that part, you say,
'You are denying the whole of me, so you are denying me.'

Well you can forget that poppycock. It has no bearing on reality one iota.

I am saying to you,
that part of you, IS NOT YOU!

Think about it - how often do you experience high emotional states of anguish?

There is a part of anguish which is us - the fresh part, where we sting with pain in our soul.
But then you have to watch closely - it turns stale.
That’s when the suckers are applied.
Something feeding off your soul loves anguish.
And you exude energy: like a flame-thrower you spray the world around you with pity and anger.
With the shakti-suckers on your solar plexus.

The parasite has corrupted your mind and now you service it.
But when you meet me, your parasite does it’s evil little dance, and I join in, and it thinks the world is it’s oyster again.

But it isn’t, and after a little while it finds this out.
Then it says:
IF YOU KICK ME OUT I WILL KILL MYSELF!

Every time - they are all the same.
The parasite would rather kill its host than be ejected from it’s comfy chair  - that's the strange irony of them.

So no, I won’t play your game of validating your self-rejection policy.
There is no place for the parasite.
Sorry, no place whatsoever.

Now if you are serious, you should start a revolutionary movement.
You should plot against the colonisers.
You should be asking, how can I regain my freedom,
from this family ghoul?

That’s your question - forget this crap about your wounded soul.
Plot, plot, plot,
till one day that wound gets up and flies away
forever.”

After that, we are flattened, happens every time.
Our work then begins, and one day, we will be free.

That is the old story of the parasite - told in many ways over aeons.
It is our primary task, until it is complete,
and the torso of our headless tyrant stands dead before our eyes.

We sniff the air, turn and stroll off,
with a soft smile and a light gait.

Michael Maher 2009

[Endless~Knot]

I remember once hearing from a priest despair was a sin. It was difficult for me to wrap my mind around this. Because I feel empathy for people who are in despair, However I can see it is a lack of faith to be in despair. However, it is possible other worldly things, could actually be the cause of such a thing, feeding off our negative energy. This I believe Jesus recognized, and cast out demons, which is like the parasite. I see him as casting out parasites out of people, who had lost their way. Other folks thought the people deserved the demon possession because of sin. He didnt care, and didnt see purpose in this, so he cast them out, anytime he would encounter one with demons.

The parasite tries to put you in despair and have you lack faith in yourself, and in Spirit. And feeds off your fear, your despair, your anguish, but all in all, the negativity you exude in the process. It wants you to lose your way and be in a hopeless state, because when you are in this state you lose your connection with Spirit. Spirit is full of love and understanding, and is ready to take up house within our souls. But to really truly, have the Spirit enter us, so we may get on the path, we have to get clear of the parasite. And one of the main ways is to begin to have faith. If it is difficult to have faith in yourself, begin by having faith in Spirit, that all things are possible. Understand that you are worthy and loved beyond comprehension. And then continually talk to Spirit all the time, for aid, for communion. From this, the more you absorb yourself into the Spiritual, then the Spirit can take up residence in your being and your life. But you have to fight the negative and like Michael said, realize it is not you. To get so angry, to get so sad, to get so wrapped up in the negative, the parasite wants. To have faith, to be loving, to be good basically, it does not want. Keep fighting when the thoughts arise. Recognize they are not you. Recognize the good in your life and embrace it.

This is the source of additions. This is an affliction - but it involves submission of the individual. Don't submit!

[Endless~Knot]

i should touch on a little bit with addictions. people slowly become addicted, initially to do away with the voice of the parasite. however, this is what the parasite wants is to weaken the host so much that eventually the individual will destroy their life. when rock bottom hits, pure darkness sets in. then, if lucky, or some other reason, a flicker of light shines in the darkness. this offering offers salvation. to change course, and get on a spiritual path. some grab the light and some do not. some who dont take the light do not because they fear the fight ahead. however, once the light is accepted, you are no longer alone in the fight! and the tools will be provided to lift you out of the darkness once and for all.

[Michael]

I remember once hearing from a priest despair was a sin.

Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani!

[Michael]

people slowly become addicted, initially to do away with the voice of the parasite.

Good insight Ellen.

[Endless~Knot]

Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani!

Nah he was sinless and his feeling I think was not despair but agony and like a dark night of the soul - a feeling of abandonment by God. But despair, well maybe, but not the same. Like we despair over the frivilous at times. He of course was experiencing his own death. Perhaps thats why he felt forsaken.

[Endless~Knot]

Yes the irony I think with suppressing the Parasite with drugs or alcohol is initially to suppress the voice, or even the feel of the parasite, will create the effect the person is looking for is a suppression of it in its life. However, eventually through weakening of the will, the parasite can, and often does, take up residence in the individual.

Coupled with the affects of the addition, this is why people seem very different. By their mannerisms, their speech, their actions especially. Where they would normally be honest, they lie, they steal. Anything to feed the addiction, which ultimately feeds the parasite. Which wants to have the power over the individual as it is not looking to be buddies with them, but take up residence so it can feel what it is to be a living being.

[Nick]

'llo

I liked the analogy of drugs and alcohol for the parasite.

[Nick]

I didn't quite aligned with this .

“You say to me, there is a part of you which I am denying, and by denying that part, you say,
'You are denying the whole of me, so you are denying me.'
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Because completeness/completing plays a big role in my life... And the beginning is in us. - In the being

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[Endless~Knot]

'llo

I liked the analogy of drugs and alcohol for the parasite.

Hi Nick. Yes seems really most addictions (tho perhaps not all - never been for absolutes) can be attributed to the voice of the parasite pressing on them. It facilitates weakening the will, which the strong willed - hard for the parasite to penetrate. So definitely addictions are a no-no if one wishes to win the battle with the parasite.

[Nick]

Addictions I think are "a" drowning for the soul ...and the will (the part that has to do with health - a keyword for the parasite - in relation to will). Habits I think on the other side can be a source of power!

Habitual acts, repeated pathways that make us feel good/strong, paths well known.

~...

[Nick]

I don't want to "deify" habits of course.

Quite the contrary is expected, a deal more for the parasite.

(heard a voice to use the word "a take ...more" lol...And sorry for my English, sometimes I believe it may get difficult to read, ...I am aware though)