I'm not sure how to feel about Carlos Castaneda anything. While I see something's true per experience the general vibe is dark and twisted. For a while I kept receiving the message Don Juan is a bully. This was in early 2023, I think.
I take what I can from what's written if it is alignment to my experiences but I don't trust it at all.

I have had more issues in Carlos realm of things than I even had as a Christian. Christianity suffocates the true self and spirit but Carlos is a whirlwind of flowerery soup satan himself made that would make people run back to religion because it -feels- safer.


I will not elaborate further 😂

I do question a lot of humanity is lost entirely. I don't see a way for humanity to make any correct turns. I'm not saying impossible..... But I know there's so many perspectives, stories, beliefs, ect for humanity to come together as a whole. Then we are being forced to reincarnate over and over as well planned out four-course meals.


Masculine and feminine energy is out of balance in many ways.
The masses are not awake and they have the bulk of the collective so....I feel that's an issue.

Also I do want to address the whole feminine thing here. It is ironic don Juan says what he does, when Carlos got all weird in the end, which we cant dismiss. But what you said here is the true takeaway:

Secondly, intent is not intend. Intend is a verb, and to say all one needs to do is practice is frankly inane. To lift intend from wish, hope, and casual will, requires a lifetime of building inner force. How to do that is the core precept of sorcery. I'm always flabbergasted at how many play at sorcery terms but rarely ask how they can become a reality.

Yeah and I will speak on intent all the time. The thing is, we all DO have power within. But I know it is super hard to explain how to use it. It's a physical, mental, spiritual endeavor to even wield force. Now, I think when folks get real desperate - say if unskilled - but just desperate and it explodes from them. Things can happen (like the woman lifting a car off her toddler, despite the odds). But force is in us, and it has to be nurtured and built up. Imagining its there is not going to do it. I mean as it being a true force. But folks need to know its in them to be nurtured at all.

But a huge problem with folks: laziness. So many resort to magical thinking and no effects are made. Now I know you said practice need more than that. But practice will build it. But course we have to get past the practice stage and be putting shit to use.

I'll touch on the feminine later. I could write reems on that.

Well, I haven't read all this, at least since I read that book many time long ago, but I have a few points to prosecute.
Firstly, forget about Carol - poor woman got roped into the Carlos drama. As did so many others. Best forget about Carlos and his dupes.

Secondly, intent is not intend. Intend is a verb, and to say all one needs to do is practice is frankly inane. To lift intend from wish, hope, and casual will, requires a lifetime of building inner force. How to do that is the core precept of sorcery. I'm always flabbergasted at how many play at sorcery terms but rarely ask how they can become a reality.

Thirdly, the comment about the prevalence of female energy, put to lie the excesses of feminism. True, masculine energy in the vast past and current history of humanity has been unbelievably appalling - in fact I'd call it down-right evil. But there is something unique and preciously essential about masculine energy. I understand why women throw their hands in the air and reject the whole thing - I get it - but that's no answer. If humanity is to have a future, male energy must align with its spiritual intent. That's not just a job for men - women must play their role in forcing men to drop their stupid brutality and ignorance. I suppose, this will never happen and we are all doomed...

Fourthly, I am coming to realise why the path of human evolution veered away from the influence of priests and mystics, into the hands of rationalists and materialists. Mystics must of course, continue to play their essential role, but they caused so much havoc in the past that it was with excellent wisdom that the inner sanity of humanity rejected them.

In so many countries, the mystics cast humanity down such a dark hole, that people simply walked away but never forgot. In so many lands there is evidence of wonderful social arrangements, like the Hopewell Interactive Sphere on Turtle Island, only to be followed by the worst male atrocity of Cahokia. Or like Teotihuacan followed by Tenochtitlan in Mesoamerica. Even Chavín de Huantar terrifies me. The downfall was always accompanied by the mystical priestly caste who validated inhumanity on an insidious scale. Truly, humanity is better off without a mystical tradition, except, with that went supersensible meaning and purpose.

Also a lot on this, and yes, I mainly picked it up again, one, spirit led to do so. But I wanted to wrap around shifting the AP. A bit more. I can shift it. But I want to do it without going flower all insane and returning back to sobriety. Now, I blame the double on those moments, hands down! I may "be" the double and the avatar both. But I don't need that shit! 

Now I still am reading Being in Dreaming, also led to crack it open again. But I also need to re-read The Active Side of Infinity.

Shit I got two months basically, to get my house in order. Cause Soma, we gonna move. We have been moving. But we gotta "go big or go home" move before Pluto is done and sets its ass in Aquarius.

I also got a lot of ideas swirling on this Carol/Carlos deal. Anyone ever notice how similar their names are? I noticed that years ago.

One of the textbook descriptions of a malignant narcissist is grandiose, illusions of grandeur. Why do you think I call him The Deluded Melon? He thinks, if he tells a lie enough times, it will be believed. Even many on Fox news, say he had a bad debate. EVERYONE witnessed him come undone, as he took the bait from the very skilled Devi. All she had to do was mention his sorry crowd sizes and rallies, and people walking out exhausted and bored. And he melted down screaming "they are eating the cats! They are eating the dogs!" This buffoon lost his ever loving mind and never recovered. And The Devi said she would be happy to debate again in October, heh. But yes, he keeps screaming he won.

Ok Slappy, then why, the DAY after, did his stock shares plummet from $23 a share to $16 a share, right after the debate? 

Cause he lost, and he is gonna lose this election too. The only way he can get back in office is by cheating, and hopefully Biden/Harris have a plan in place to thwart that.


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