Love that leads to enchantment is a very romantic idea. But I am a bit stuck on the idea that life is more than sensory.....
Love that leads to enchantment is superficial and artificial love. I to am stuck on the idea that life is more than sensory, but in the past have had a propensity to feel I needed love and acceptance, from some outside source. Something I got from my parents. Never a good sign for someone that wants personal power, to want that kind of clingy love, and to feel they need someone else to give them acceptance...such is a betrayal of integrity.
That's why this year is the year of not talking about my past...except occasionally on this forum, in a detail none specific way, only if it is a potential learning opportunity.
On a related note the superior equivalent of what I used to crave from an external source has begun to be born within me. In dreams I've been meeting my Anima, and have displayed signs of my masculine power
I let go of grasping and work on healing the loneliness, desperation, myth of inadequacy, and I come to embody in a most satisfying way what I have dreamnt of having.
It's confusing when your upbringing has taught you that what you want is outside of you, when in reality my desire for the woman of my dreams was a desire for my Anima (literally the woman of my dreams), self-acceptance, and personal power.
I've had this related song pop into my head intermittently since yesterday:
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