Two weeks ago I got into a very similar discussion about "Amazing Grace" with a good friend who plays the organ for a large church in this area. He's been playing in churches for years.
I was telling him that I've finally put aside the comment heard (from high school!) - about Karen not having the "temperment" to be a solo singer, and am singing a solo in choir.
We got this new hymn and it's a wonderful contemporary song, with verses of "Amazing Grace" woven through it. Our choir director said that the verses are supposed to be solos, but could be sung by all sopranos if there were no volunteers. Before I realized what I was doing, my hand was in the air.
There's always been something in that song that touched my heart, apparently this time it also touched some arm synapses too. Whatever - it sings me beautifully.
My friend said he would not even play the song, no matter who or how it was requested because "I am not now, nor never have been a wretch."
Got me to thinking and then got me to asking, "But ... have you ever felt wretched?"
I don't feel the song from an "I'm a sinning wretch" POV. What happens is that I remember times when I've felt wretched and alone, and how opening to something bigger (for want of a better word) took away the lost and dark feeling.
Maybe all double's middle names are Grace - who knows. Connecting to them is pretty Amazing.
Luv, K