this has been my downfall
I realised this early on, and since then have always had a distaste for words - which is why i prefer instrumental music to 'word' songs.
but it has undermined my ability to communicate with words, which is also a valuable skill. Because I just didn't believe in them, so I couldn't get behind them.
In later years, I made more of an effort, and I do have some talent at it, so have learnt to trick the world there. But I still don't believe in words.
