Fit? If you mean physically then i don't know, i haven't had the chance to exercise much lately. I'm not concerned about that, i don't have expectations to necessarily reach the top. I just want to enjoy the trip and get some insights about my path or life and how i should continue. I don't know why, but i'm not very satisfied with my life right now. Most of the time i'm restless and don't feel good about life. Or mostly about my work. It kind of feels like a dead end or something. Or maybe it's just about the attitude, i don't know. Other things are quite in ordnung. I want this trip to be somekind of a interim phase to something new and different.
Few weeks ago i took part from an orienteering competition here where people run, bicycle, and ride a canoe. There are four phases of this. The last one was second and the longest. It took place at night and all together it took us (team of 3 chicks) 11 hours. It was like a little test, my legs were quite through at the end but generally i think i did well. In the mountains, when there is the day for reaching the top, we go at night, about twelve o'clock. It's because it takes so much time to get up and we have to get back before dark. We start at 4200 m, it should be about 12 hours walk to the top (5642 m) and back. I'm not sure when exactly the final ascent will take place, it should be around 16 or 17 July. Depends on the weather too. Of course, conditions there are very different, no running, little air, hight and so on.
I'm not nervous yet, though this week there has been some excitement already. I haven't had the time to get nervous or excited because of work. Too much things to do and problems to solve. Also i think i'm not able to think too far ahead
