Topic: Story sake

[runningstream]

Kookaburra greets the morning

Another day off

Fruit
Is here


Its everywhere

A friend reminds me


Asking to not see whats put there

abundance

Remember


remember it


Like a clock on the wall that was stuck on six


Yet its going all the way around to twelve now

See


It was just lines written in the water

We were seeing


I am sure of it

Metaphorically so


Sweep


Into that he
In the soil


The snakes leave me be


The rattle is leaving


Changing the channel


Its hard
To imagine what another human being is going through

And why

What is an awakening


Is
It the ability to pause


To see from a perspective other than one self

Maybe two self


Theyre singing back in the day


While the wind is kicking at the door


Im pro active today

If its tomorrow



The wind tells me the wind is going the other way

[runningstream]

Sure it was like throwing laundry out

The cockpit so it would catch the updraft

Again

And the shooting through the sky like an arrow

All those floating there already trying to grab my

Arm as i zoom through

Because i was
Sfraid
To be stopped

And wanted to zoom

Like a
Seed
That grows if its just left out

Of that wind for a
Moment long enough

With the suns force behind it

The grasses got
Drier last few
Days

Motivation was the key For the day

Sticking it in the lock

Have no idea where its all going

Do just get going

Fix the body first

Start a seed and water in in the intense wind

Let it soak down repeatedly i feel


I grabbed a steel cage off a truck

Pushed it all the way up the paddock

Like a heavy tumble weed


Drilled
Some holes and welded some bolts

Hang a bag

Spray painted the whole frame

Come squat rack

Trained twice today

Smoothies and soups


Have no idea where
Or how


Just know how

And when


Youll know it when you know it

And see
It when you see it


its not meant to be kryptic

Water just seems that way

Soaking seeds

[runningstream]

Thunder Soon it wll be rain

the signs keep telling me im leaving

Although i make other plans

So i dance both feet as though the other does not know what the

Other does


I have decided to be strong

For other people and for every body in fact

Because i am strong

And they are often weakened


Spirit is coming back now looking over

Her shoulder behind


Something is blowing in the rain clouds

Its inklings of sweet rain


Its in the toes all about


It is making a connection

Letting it known what is beyond the clouds


The only thing i became afrain was of forgetting


Forgetting what it was like to remember

Having only remembering of whats known


Some days youll have all the answers


Some days all the questions


you can sit them down together in humble truth


And watch it all fall away


What your left with migh be not what you expect



What your fighting for

And what your fighting against

[runningstream]

As i speak its finally here

Rain 

[Michael]

Yes, don't forget.

[Jahn]

As Carlos Castaneda once said - "The Answer is in the details".

[runningstream]

As don juan or someone might have said

You can"t make bones for a jelly fish


What is strength ? Intent

And what is a collection of jelly fish bones

When hooked to infinity ?

One foot two foot

Tao foot

The possibilities exist 'also"

Being conceived

The immaculate conception?

We reach the infinite regress

[runningstream]

What do

You feel these last few days

My friend tells me what she feels these last few days

And does your seeing correlate to what is swept

From the clouds view

There are many faces
MAny views

Close far

Standing in good stride

Inpecciple ordering

Even whilst i wated being messed about

I was given clean air rhythms

And a sheltering cloth

Play is all of these jelly fish

Clean heart finding rhythm beating cloth

For shelter

And air given

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given the current affairs the moon being so full looking

views of mirror earths being created

gatekeepers standing before light beings doings

being that the earth has now swallowed the sun or vice versa

how can you stop the rain from falling down ?


tell me how can you stop the sun from shining

what makes the world go round ?


i want to address the simple aquirment


of what the new aging calls in categories


" i don't focus my energy on it ,

' double edged sword ' straddling '

its not real

'head in the sand"


versus


"intent , delivering aquisitions . arriving at a high tensile arrangement ,

of string

the "new earth


as formed , the universe will deliver "if i dont believe in it sort of thing .



why does it reek of disempowerment , in the face of it all .


where does this stuff come from



and  the double edged sword surely best facing blade outward


we should definitely peek into the reverse and "working s"



right now i don't feel i can deliver the pieces though


they will pull together



its a whats the difference between ...................


and ....................



kind of thing



that needs strips peeled of it and re arranged to actually


resemble some kind of empowering situation




there is a hint though



it lives in peoples eyes


and you can spot it if your eyes are tuned correctly



you can even coax it out of its hiding hole




god knows i love and live for that string

[runningstream]

Ok inhabe pulled the string through

If you dont know

A heart can watch immense pressures
Of lifes pass through it/your being
Untill it feels like breaking
If you ever had to let Something go
That you had witnessed eternity with
Youll understand
God my god
Oh my god
I have witnessed the loss of something
So great
Maybe string goes backwards too
Or just like slipping backwards through a keyhole/sun
Stepping forward alone
Oh my god
Oh my god
Oh my god
Yes it was new zealand in a way too
Aaaaaahhhhhhhh
No more words

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there are two dogs here

one was bouncing at the door

sweetly and playfully

the other was laying on the seat outside but i could'nt see him

the bouncy one does not normally demand any attention

so she was giving her joy freely really

she was giving the message and she is lovely

i walk to the door and go to let her in

as i open the door the other passes her and bolts through the door

he is demanding and pushy

the opposite

he will place his head when the other is getting a pat

it makes it hard to have a nice relaxed time with the other one

as its a competition for attention

and pushyness that gets in the way all the time

he is high strung and she is relaxed

they love each other a lot

i think about sending him to a farm where he can chase cows

and ride four wheel motor bikes

i am asking if he can go

he is wired and needs purpose

it is probably a trait of his breeding and character because he is a cattle dog

we sit on the track together in the dark

looking at the stars and i remember what its like to watch the shooting stars again

some times i look up and feel some thing like awe

other times loneliness

the earth pretty much always feels nice though

and soothing

if i feel loneliness i know it will pass so i do'nt try to hold it normally

if i feel awe i know it gives some kind of drive because of the mystery and

excitement

to join it

it always feels like the end of something and the beginning of something

some things feel bigger than others though

[runningstream]

i was bouncing it around because my sisters boy has been diagonsed

as asphergers , and autism

at about four maybe five he could draw a detailed map of roads lot numbers and their

positions and numbers

that he had seen over and over

he was fascinated by signs

they even had to draw him pictures of what he would be doing so that he

would not become panicked and knew the routines of which if they were broken

could cause all sorts of dramatic outbursts "melt downs"


funny because Jerry Seinfeld , was on the radio saying about that within the same

time a few days ago

mentioning that he had something like it he believed as he

took what people said literally and found them difficult to follow sometimes


the most interesting thing i heard him say was that he believed he was within that

"spectrum"


that made a lot of sense


that it would reside in different bands of awareness or tied together that way

in connections


i liked that colors and spectrums



i found it strange watching the adults try and make the child conform to some

structured functionality


i would just sit with the boy and be silent maybe whistle


and he would tilt his head and listen "feel"

and sometimes note back


or things like that


it was more about feelings and colors

and harmonies or flows



he did not listen to those adults like they would have liked


they did try and each wore on each others patience



and his little brother was a ball of emotions too



i found the boy to be extremely intelligent

and connected although not always in a way that was harmonious


sometimes connected too much



what i get out of it is like when people assume and try to fit things into their mold

taking their agreements and proceeding upon them



i wonder what the world wold be like if those who had chosen their agreements

would let those who stepped outside the box speak more



and aside from that i keep remembering something about a child with an iron fist

today ruling



and i wonder in a way that i suppose would be unusual


if the child were not to rule with an iron fist


then i wonder what the adults would have gotten up to

in that colored band

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i suppose esoteric established teachings have detailed

patterned maps of awareness

which hold key symbols

i suppose they are absolute nonsense to those who have not

traversed the maps landscapes

i suppose all sorts of things


one thing i did suppose today

was that it would be fair to assume

that all sorts of assumptions would be reached upon such maps details


another thing i assumed was the feeling that

when not offering to pick up the pieces of such assumptions

as an affair


would not offer any differing detail to the maps play


i like maps


we could work from maps had they harmonies attached

[runningstream]

oh and something about um whatsy majig


ahh



oh inorganic beings being composed of not telling lies


and that they are within the "whole" time whilst awake


reflecting awareness


also that traversing the landscape through truth


and being led by spirit "within" the whole time


and new buckets of water


fresh water / salt water


its a shower of water


wind sun


fresh and Original


don't mind that louvered doors are open wafting the smells


like walking into a bakery and having your nostrils blown away

the excitement and mystery 

[runningstream]

what is innocense refelcting then ?

its what is truth then too ?

if innocense is not holding or reflecting a lie


so if were learning to align our perceptions with the worlds agreements

or with our truths innocense


then which yields fresh water


speaking of lines again


and spectrums



its important not to forget fire


the secret of fire



even if its very old its still not the problem if its can burn you

if you don't know how to work with it