Topic: Story sake

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thanks Jahn

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today feels about money

making lists

little old ladies who stash away in teapots

for rainy days


they are speaking of the impending budget on the radio



it feels like something happening

they keep inventing new ways to get at peoples money


pouring the hot water from the pot into the dishwater

gluing the strip on the roof on with silicone


and around the window


making connections open views


they are speaking about taxing deposits now in the bank


talk about grubby fingers in all the wrong places



unashamedly accessing


i have lost the plug and must buy a new one


water just gets away so i use a surrogate bucket tub


also there must be a two way fitting to join the water to the tap


pork chops 



the man next door speaks of fish


we are well provided for so much that to be left out in the cold causes panic

and panic it is



the squeeze


all the ducks in a row on the water



i sink into the lounge in the bank while the lady sorts out the problem in a back room


on the phone


around in circles


hoops


tell her quietly in my mind its ok


making the connections

the angels again


she comes with the answer


new solutions


its going to be ok

just an address change causing a hiccup



feeling confident that what the wind brings will be enough


no doubt how it should be any way


no anxiety


was there a time when it was enough


my pictures tell me about different times with tea pots of little old ladies


i think i will walk far from the banks



and begin to follow the feeling of a different time



having the money in our own care

is our responsibility so taken from us we can no longer be held responsible to be spoon fed



i am over it


counting pennies says the squirrel stick them in the tree hollow

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mr M

in my dream is telling me something about how our two sides can work together for when we die

like we can make a dreaming worth working towards

when our two sides come together in our purpose

this one working with that one

can't say i totally understand it

but it has my attention now

i feel a bit thick

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i can talk about the orbits too

they came one day and left me this way

a fire from within that came and left me toast

all the way up untill heaven i did roast with


now i  am charging batteries


singing we can fly did you know ?


and lift them all up to show




personalities ?



i was reading the Taisha Abelar bookshop interview from Pasadena "perhaps"


thinking about the double dreaming

recapitulating in dreaming



the sinister wind behind the words in the bookshop pr not sinister but that wind of an open door which causes fear like the darkness exposure


a view through



and i was also getting something else of the stalkers who wanted to combat the "poor baby" to get to the place of no pity



then it sprung on me



dissipation was the dissolution of cohesion which found new avenues to venture through which were not habitual


yet now the orbits found new co-agulation


oddly



"insanely" i watched the show from my point of view


Krishna i liked the feeling behind the story


motto "i feel"


seeing




back to the coagulation or dissipation


assembledges and dis-assembleages


varieties i feel that coming apart and going together


was some better and coming apart and then coming together than some others


you know what i mean


building dreamings


dissasembling selves


only to rebuild


think i got ahead of the reading body


with the dreaming body again beginning before it arrived "recapitulation in dreaming "


intent moves together

will moving with

from above

so below



i tell my friend


sometimes when i read what others write i think

no that is back to front



what i really want to contribute to this jumbled sequence is coagulation of opposites into ordered and complimentary forms/non forms

0' point harmonies

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i was driving around in my dream looking for sushi

i drove for a long time and was a little bit panicking

when i finally found her she had gone back to an old place luckily that was where i was headed



i gave her a big hug and was so happy to see her

i did not believe she was still alive "forgetting then i was dreaming "


i did remember that she had been buried though


i was asking her how did that happen ?

of course she could not answer


i checked her for her markings

she had the same white piece strip around her neck

and her eyes gave it away

every thing was perfect



i was pretty excited by all that
 
to have her back


when i woke up was the first moment i remembered she was actually not alive

and that split me a little seeing the two sides



today is about the two sides

standing between pillars


the way through


standing between two pillars

personal and impersonal


i look out the corner of my eye

seeing what is occurring


yet almost seeming as though i don't



i watch this pressure "freedom " build


as though i am doing something with the impersonal's help

yet cannot be controlling as my skewed glance indicates



there i stand between the pillars


they have been built and become built


relentless in approach


yet unable to be held


as my skewed glance indicates


i know what i am almost watching


in this way it lets me stay warm

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I feel the agony of this dream... But the truth is, Sushi will always be with you. It's a small comfort, I know - better to feel her in your hands. But over the years to come, this will be a lasting connection.

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thanks for your kind words

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its ok to dream

its ok to dream entirely

its ok to be full of the dreams

to move in and out of them



why i say this

carrying  this self through life

this self that is never the same twice

this self that is created on the spot



the one watching in a memory remembers



whats in the water

do you see love

do you see hope

do you see seven cities



do you understand what that fire means and brings


new strokes in the water shift

does the new hold to the old after all water connected



there is a child connected too in the water

an adult


lessons



not only that the fire images



a new type of water

no time


all time



all timing



when the water has held together these seven strokes of fire


777



and they held each other


what is before you behind you and inside you that is not of you


time is of the essence so they say



the child knew just which parents to pick

which lessons to learn



the weaknesses that gave lessons


the strengths into the futures


if within a point of "now"

i have selected a certain dream to come to be

it exists perfectly within my past to evolve and water the seed to growth


the great perfection


was it ever gone


somewhere inside the 777


i am not a numerologist

i resent mathematical dillemma without connection


without the i am present within the essence of time changing occurring to itself



what is maturity ?


have you ever met a psychologist or the like

many people trying to heal themselves through understanding


they reach maturity through knowledge of self through knowledge of others



the biggest bunch of nut bags going


can they pull the threads together themselves?



find true enlightenment of themselves or just badger others



i suppose every body standing on the road


to themselves

despite themselves



no offence to the mature classes


having all the answers


the child moving forward in my book is miles ahead


filling the world with desire and meeting itself on the road

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the biggest obstacles in the world today to connection


organized religion would have to be up there at the top on that list


despite the teachings of the masters


if only people could listen to each other


it has taken many forms on


many things have been advocated and emphasized


not speaking of the same things


honesty is a brilliant start to any such conversation


honesty of road

honestly of standing

honesty of being

honesty of an open mind

being open in mind and being and standing on the road

communication may become possible

to take away so much you might be left with more than what you had

or less than what you had

or more understanding of what you had or could not have

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https://youtu.be/jknynk5vny8

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i love to hear John's honesty

i love to feel his and Yoko's love for each other in spite of everything outside

i get that feeling deeply from the small parts i have seen of it 

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once again equanimity

the seven seven seven seven

shall the bride not come to the bridegroom in the bridal chamber

as though the virgin

what i see it as

the dynamic situation which is brought to the forefront


combined

from the first seed 

one became two


the original placement within


now a rib on my side


the inner turbulence

being that bride

and the ability to turn the wind


both towards and un-towards


take the dream catcher down

dreaming being natural any how


it building both to gaze upon quiet unobtrusively


and in throwing and delivering into and unto what it brings endlessly in directions


the abstract child of the new infant

into the bridal chamber


stood facing the winds


the seven steady steps that stood against and with

the self


now filling the bowls


the chalice


time coming and the natural state

allowing what stands


like the little pigs one two three


there is no glee


honesty on that path

steps of gold


it comes on


i want to share it


like the speech let who has ears to hear hear


because i'm also he who hears

i gather that the threads have an intelligent communication built in to them

for instance certain things giving great yield


the sun falling on fertile soils


all those things


hearts full to bursting



ears waiting for something else to fall in line



holding open the crack


unknown becoming known


time timing


this time


yearning onward to connected-ness

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if only life were so simple

i still have my shields

are shields to keep others arrows ok

when you can smell them before they leave the bow


more analogies i know


something something something something


one something too many in a row



in seriousness


things come things go


sometimes i am getting mad


what the difference is ?


the moment of pause at the warriors disposal



being passed something for disposal the great hat switch begins


we share hats and wear each others ideas around


insecurities in familiar settings


nothing is hidden only some how it jostles this way and the other

and finds an out and around



i grow angry because its out and its getting around


then employ some strategic genius of anger and frustration to try and contain it !


grab a hold of it "me dusa"



oh no the great hat switch has me now ! or so it seems in the race for a time



the only time the batton changing hands this way being


when another party is able to wit-hold from the illusion and become aware of the charade


surely my anger can't do that


yet frustration takes the form of a stalker



is it ok to stalk those you love ?


I had thought not yet to see it successful perhaps the frustration holds its place amoungst the procession


to steam through an illustration


or it it that the frustration reaches a breaking point on both sides ?


the tension


when the unlikely becomes likely


why is it that lies tug at parts of us that the truth holds steady

looking for small satisfactions


and jittery ticks


when getting whats not expected its a nice surprise


somebody who likes to hold that flame steady well over the lie


its a real buzz these days even surrounded by subtleties

to know that place exists


a little boat bobbing at sea in big waves



rocks around a lot


if its tied to something solid

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https://youtu.be/_VU9DjQpvMQ

This one is brilliant, thanks for sharing.
I have not seen them, In Excess, that much Before.