Topic: Story sake

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Dami


of cloud lining


https://youtu.be/XSIRd_60fUo

[Jahn]

Dami


of cloud lining


https://youtu.be/XSIRd_60fUo

That is a very good one too, but the lady lies too high with a pitch sound.

So we might listening to a woman that have it all, Frida Örhn together with Eagle Eye Cherry, Live.
Please remember Live, that is the thing.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbbS0BQyaIc

[Jahn]

As an example of Live


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7agB7jriyUU

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sombre old cloud or lightning that cracks the sky

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i pulled up and found one dollar on the ground

how lucky i "he" thought "hehe said the zen master

in the morning i woke up refreshed and felt like a had such a beautiful nights sleep

walked out and saw a magpie giving a good and cautious pecking to a

small black snake while him/hers friends watched on waiting for their turn



i ran into by ear the new zealand guy who hit is girl friend in a public place

he was tooting off to some stranger about how if any body would touch 'his' woman he would break their legs and a heap of crap


all i kept thinking was he thinks he owns her and he is not really protecting her because who protects her from him ?


any way i avoided him i don't care about bashing egos only outcomes really



after all things lining up again


perfect timings today



i don't know what god or "spirit "

or the kingdom restored

 wants for or from me except being supported now

not so much pushed forwards


like a little or a lot of freedom


off your own bat "scary in a way "


one minute its one thing the next another


maybe i will go and be open


i got a lot of help today


separation within yourself for moments of purity and separation in sight



its a burden within the laws that be

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even the lion that might be dangerous appreciates some company from the human

and settles to just be around each other in the wild

company its something that is appreciated

friends

fear of contact as of previous contacts fails

in interpretation only when things don't measure up

so who measures up to the sky

how high

stumbling bumbling fumbling rumbling and grumbling all good descriptive words

rolling thunders rolling blunders rolling tumblers rolling mumblers describing as they go

ho ho ho saints a yo

yo

go

so what its like to forget an old dream

and try to pick it up and feel fear

old friends old bends bents spents of the time in lines

forgets where were we sometimes its on the phone as though were never gone

other times its gone as gone

an old bump

bumps me familiar asks familiar questions hows this and that

did you hear about this and that about so and so and how do you go ?

ho ho ho

i don't know

alien contact so long out of loops

so long away from the hoops

so simple and simply moving

on and on

stop on the side of a new road

tightening up the ship

throwing o'board all things that weigh it up to the gills

refine refine refine

can we refine and gain more why does it  feel so

the weight for so and so

can i remember that fall

i got off the horse and started walking then switched to a metaphorical camel

saying things aloud

wisdom ? i saw the sign on a door

somethings whiskey or bourbon

or something cant say im a fan to have the flag or flagon on my wagon

like a tag that says hmm what i am a supporter of which brand ?

maybe a race of people i could support and put up a sign

like the woman with the radioactive sticker on her van was it malalinga

did it linger still is that still going on i don't know

what can i get behind ?

id like to get behind the bushes on a secluded beach perhaps

and build a tree house on stilts

compassion and love does it exist in the middle any more ? without the back and forward

as i always imagined it so no hooks or tags just a free ride going the same way saying hay

oh refine refine refine

the gold mine

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i drive slowly for the kangaroos

a police man shines a torch into a gully with his lights flashing on the way

on the other side of the road lay a pretty big "for the area" roo

i could not get a lift hitch hiking untill i felt the sun would burn my skin

not today

so i drove my car the other way


i eat muffins as toast with mrs bensons mandarin marmelade "recommend"

and next for the home grown mandarin or yoghurt "to decide"


speaks to man 'boat" and "treehouse"

solitary and understanding

understanding and the middle

the middle and company

within the middle


concentric circles


outer rims


man speaks of "annexed sail"


gaining the tap to pump water


the moons orange to reddish on rise


television ? "over produced


speak of cutting through


the fluff


see through the fog


a unified direction


luck and hard work along the way


circumstances


the dreamer


remembering


choices


birds stand on one leg


all by themselves gaining balance


reading a book of fishing

never thought for a moment it would be needed

"jesus tells the boys about being a fisher of men "


asks the question are you ok ?


the answer first clearly and how are you doing ?


reply : if i had'nt the little ones i would be gone


answer in reply to origional question ?


having figured out and nobody will listen

you are still left within the middle alone

some to share with ?



the little ones are naive excitable and attention falls to familiar avenues


they take shape being formed


appreciation is an onus on love


loving to be appreciated

or reciprocated


backing the partner

now we have directions


lead


alternatively strife


we have conventional means "traditions"


we have working models


forces of nature


that apply in turn


the sun burning above


time a creation

harmonious winds

upon seas


i have a cam corder "first one "


i have possibly found the tastiest ham cheese tomato sandwich in the country perhaps the world


deserted waste disposals


winds on the water

gathers force


proper alignment of elements

provides impetus for steady and continual motions

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what now then


i confess i am a lover of pork

a lover of lamb too

with pears when last


for now the pork sweet smell speaks to nostrils

makes a melt in the mouth before its even done



i wonder a lot

and what ?


how it is that we can be so busy to not find time

although i am surrounded by this earth how can i be disconnected


i crave activity


cooking .........

finding of foods..........

growing ............

sitting in the shade by the brook .........

excitement and adrenalin for free fall parachuters without fear .........

or calculated risk takers .............

i would't hear of it ...........

slowly running streams ..........

days of purpose and activity .............

uncomplications .......

it takes time ........

a great contradiction..........

to build something to be able to undo it all ..........

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this way and that

freedom

freeing

freeing somebody

or some spirit within somebody

the fence is pointing inwards

each barb contests the outbreak

fences in place

dreams ?

ill leave the issues of grass roots on the table

were almost there just a little farther

look up at the stars

do you really think nothing is going on look how many shooting stars are moving

is the universe empty

how can i un capture you while you try to see me capture you so you can see yourself captured

barbs barbs barbs

when i am soft with you and listen you come up against yourself

is it enough ?

freedoms stirs you inside

and what stirs inside you stirs me to move towards it

holding back can i hold back

putting divisions and conditions

what is your condition

what is the condition of freedom

what stirs me towards what stirs in you

and what stirs me to move away

or just see it

its because i want you to move away from that stir

and those barbs

towards those dreams

that other walk

hello nice to meet you

i see your spirit

can you let it come out to play ?

don't be so bossy

boss boss boss

keeping the barbs in place

come

can you blow the fluffy stuff from the stem

and watch the wind take it away

make a wish ?

fairy fluff

or on the shooting stars

moving moving moving

different ways

different voices

different fights

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once upon a time there was a rabbit

once upon a time rabbit stood upon bears shoulders

once upon a time bear went to rabbit land

i have placed the big soup pot beneath the dripping lean to roof to catch this rain


the solar panel has gone up

5.5 volts coming through since the sun was going down in that last hour still sounds good

over cast day


the locals bag up produce and leave it to sell on the counter


next will be yellow passion fruit

i am not familiar with


a friend stops past in a truck and gives a bag of tomatoes

i don't eat them


so i pass them on


ever thing was so dry


now so much spitting rain all day


i am pondering whether to dream a sleep again

although i do naturally


i did a while ago found myself asking inorganic beings again


except its different for me that no body would hear


the bear and the rabbit in a column


the bucket fills nicely again and lets it be known it is taking water again from where it was placed


the old timers gave me a toilet seat


does not matter where you are hard work is hard work


and niggle clouds can make you trip over your own shoe lace


jinxs was the word


genies ? make a wish make it a honest and fair one


when you step into it fully you cannot afford to play games


nature is in the column too

the bear the rabbit standing tall upon each other shoulders


i am hiding in a tree stump all you see is the sprout of my hair


a mushroom grows upon the rotten besides nourishing the damp mosses


i stretch my arms and awaken from that day sleep into the night

perhaps i even have one of those little elve hats i don't know i imagine



playing daisy chains

everything linked from top to bottom


wish for the perfection


again and again



dreaming awake

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i have caught no fish today from my two expeditions

a coconut rolled up to my foot so i have stopped it and brought it home

seasoned the camp oven

entire communities of camp oven fanatics out there

great recipes wonderful meals

and you can even just use barbecue beads sitting in a fry pan as a base with some on the lid "handy for the urban dwelling"

glad the crocodile did not eat me at least

using a lure means standing close to the edge

i dream of them often when i am near the water

everything  was so still this afternoon

the water reflected the sky so perfectly and still

those grey purply and blues of the sky

too much to take in

i learn to the play the guitar from the second hand store that cost six dollars

my fingers begin to remember things and gain a new freedom

and another second hand shop provides some ankle weights for rehabilitation which are exciting giving a great pump

i have food water and am cosy

the longer i stay away from towns the better it feels to be not spending money

sometimes i  just wan't to lay down and sleep during the middle of the day

i do wonder what a natural rhythm looks like and find basic things extremely exciting the more gravity and freedom they give

satisfying too

i may want for a boat

i even thought to swap a car for a small one a tinny

still dreaming about a holiday "treehouse"

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i figure it is possible to set up worlds

for one could be all possessions needed for life to simply contained in a backpack

this could be a walk into the wilderness


another could be a semi temporary world such as a camp

the camp could be as simple as a tent


the mobility of these worlds due to necessity such as cases of survival or whims


next could be another world complete in itself yet somewhat more luxurious

a caravan and a car to tow it


next would be a unit or house inside a town where a different type of affairs would occur

next would be a permanent camp residing within the forest which is a man made structure

capable of withstanding cyclones and a permanent survival situation

close to water for fishing and catchment necessity also gradually building to home felt luxuries


at any one time a switch can be made


it feels good to be on unfamiliar ground with it all the temporariness

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this book is very valuable and

will live in backpack world in a waterproof plastic zip lock back

https://books.google.com.au/books?id=Q8CYAwAAQBAJ&pg=PT1&lpg=PT1&dq=the+survival+handbook+by+peter+darman&source=bl&ots=z6IL3sn8Q1&sig=CdURIg2b1qoswC1CIMjE871EJxw&hl=en&sa=X&ei=eCKbVYinBJLX8gWwuZLYDA&ved=0CDwQ6AEwBQ#v=onepage&q=the%20survival%20handbook%20by%20peter%20darman&f=false


today i have some work to do on a car

also i have retrieved some comforts and parts needed basically getting things organized


i enjoy finding what is needed at the time or beforehand when i am not aware it will be needed yet stumble upon it

it is like meeting your self on the road walking i find that exciting and lively


i find stagnation to be stifling always seeking new ways to get out and venture

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and now what can i say

not much

it is draining today and yesterday

i have been fighting so long

i feel battle wary


although nothing i could do under those circumstances except see it through


to see what needed to be learnt


karmic battles


now i question the very base and agreement that every thing was built upon


inquiry about the hidden side that underpins movement and works against


i come up against it and press on it to see

but instead of see it wants to attack me


it seems to want to be content to just function normally "very"

and resents being propositioned or questioned


when it was hidden from him in the beginning


and when they built it upon a stone


what was it that tainted at the tree


a hell of a question


having travelled to see


the answer i get to hear right then is root


travel to the root


and why set up that way the fight


it seems a choice was made and the agreement forces to stay


that i feel battle weary at


holding something so precious


who can share it


when its so shared



places and people holding me



i am walking from them in this life


i am not sure i should longer sustain that old way


when the result seems the same


perhaps i shall wash it from the face of the earth making it grow high into the sky


they might be left behind i don't know and can't say what will occur for those left behind


i cannot see right now what else to do