So I finished Total Freedom tonight. Now I read it years ago, and also I would refer back to it quite often. I do not remember what happened to my original copy, but I replaced it. But it is so different reading it years later, and then in the climate we are in.
Now the whole book really is about the foreign installation. Krishnamurti was very keen to the problems of the whole thing. I was reading, and highlighting along the way, and as I was reading about his views on violence, and the need for individuals to change their inner world, and to see they are the world. That is true. I was thinking "are we evolving, or is it the same, or worse?" I think I was kind of being like him, trying to figure out the whole wash, rinse, repeat of mankind and how it is torturing its own self.
I have met folks who are either evolving, or trying to. But then I have to yield back. That segment that finds me, is a smaller segment, and I know it. Many folks are totally ignorant, and programmed, and blame outside forces, for their own inner misery. They do not look inward to deal with their various traumas. They look outward for someone, anyone, to blame, but themselves. Now, clearly Krishnamurti was a non-dualist. He saw that the observer, and observed, are one. But say like here in the west, until folks flip the switch and see that perspective, and stop looking outward for an outside agency to be "the answer" we are in trouble.
I don't know exactly how the transformation can take place, when for a few thousand years or so it has been this way. It may be so like Jesus said, the gate is narrow, and few find it. But the gate is visible. It always has been. But I am not sure. When I look at the mess we are in, even today, the cycle that keeps repeating. The selfishness of the ego has always been the problem. But folks will cling pretty hard to it. I think we can only save ourselves at this point.