Topic: Death

[Taimyr]

Recently i saw a tv show about death penalty in us. There was one man who used to be the executor. There was some discussion about the killing means and that they can be very painful for the people before they die and if it's all human. That man said, that it's not the pain they have to go through before death, it's death itself. The whole issue is about death iteself. I thought he had come to a quite fundamental understanding. Though he also said he really hopes, that he hasn't executed someone innocent. I though, that really doesn't make any difference.

[Michael]

good point

[xero]

Have Long time sunshine Birthday Taimi

[Michael]

[tangerine dream]

This Leunig fellow reminds me of you.

[runningstream]

interesting of you to say that

when i was a child i used to cry

i did not want to die

i cried and cried


when i was a child i wanted to not be alive

i cried and cried and cried

at first it makes no sense


i did not want to be here


i did also not want to die



i used to dream

i could make my own dreams to go into


sometimes a cartoon


now i try make dreams i can go into awake


not in some far out sense because its right here


its just a little different in some sense



because it means i have to let the dreamer out of me



i am still very interested to hear about death


the words go in

yet they find different combinations of meaning inside and looking back out



i try to concentrate

i am interested in the words


they are alignments

[runningstream]

is it just a bunch of words . actually is it just a bunch of words and then death ?

is it just this loosely held vision and then death ?

words are extremely powerful . In the beginning was the word , and the word was with god . So the bible says .

all the way back to the beginning .


so what does this mean , all the way back to the beginning , is the beginning death ?

before life .


back in the water hole as the aboriginal said .


the back in the beginning i know , was from being connected to the past and whole self .

that have knowledge , knowledge of time .

so this way i ask , what was back in the beginning , to give these memories of time , passed through death to now .


what is this continuity then . life and death .

in which case ,


what indeed is this god?


it seems to me to be a path written in the water .


another lot of words i find of interest , was some thing that was also said about those who"s names are / were written on the tree of life

shall see heaven was it ?

i don't exactly recall .


definitely seems some continuation throughout or built upon time .

and time was it being consumed and spat out by the eagle after all which brings the awareness of this death ?

[runningstream]

is it significant that Gods name s backwards as forwards ?

i got a feeling     

"EHYEH" 

I AM THAT I AM