Two-Feathered Haiku # 5
What and the Hell?!?
Timeless beingness;
Is there really such a thing
As manifested?
What is really “real”?
Enlightened relationships
Of a birth and death?
Time-bound mode of life;
Is the world of form sacred,
A pure consciousness?
Never born or died:
What and the hell is all that?
Is there such a thing?
What is real and not?
Or is that stupid to ask?
All is “real” that ends?
Is our true essence
To be totally birthless?
How can this all be?
Consciousness lit up
Continuously fights with
The unenlightened.
Unmanifested?
What and the hell can that be?
Only enlightment?
What arises from
Unenlightened consciousness,
Only what is not?
A connectedness,
Even if unenlightened;
Is that good enough?
Does the Earth just say,
“Who needs anymore of this?”
Then it goes to sleep?
A liberation;
Is it all just a dream
That cannot let go?
To avoid nothing,
Yes, to try to face it all,
Is “the everything”.
Do not deny it!
Do not run from anything
Or try not to look.
Welcome the moment.
Pick your state of surrender
But don’t become it.
What the hell is this
About caring but still not
Manifest or not?
Do I look within
Or do I renounce it all?
Or are both the same?
What do I do now?
How can I leave yet still stay?
Is this still the same?
Is escape insane
When I am not even home?
Or am I just mad?
“Come and follow me.
Let the dead bury the dead.”
What was meant by this?
Did Jesus say this
In a way to say, “Leave home!,
See the false as false”,?
View the mental noise,
The identity with “me”,
As what is so false!
This I wonder so.
This I recognize as true.
A relinquishment.
If all that there is
Is all that is meaningful,
Then what’s” enlightened”?
Leaving everything
Just to gain it back again;
What the hell is that?
Is it self-seeking
When one tries to just “let go”,
Just to find a peace?
Full life engagement,
Yes, with the entire world;
This is the Calling.
God stands to need us
So we can perfect the world
And finish the “work”.
This is what I mean
When I say, “enlightenment”,
When I talk alone.
Be alone but not.
Just don’t leave the world alone.
It needs you too much.
Tommy Two Feathers, 091006