the recapitulation is often misunderstood within toltec circles
and not nearly discussed enough
it is an extremely magical act that is never finished
and can be applied to any point of reference we are given
with power
we forget so many aspects of our attention
so many perceptions and ideas
intents that we made throughout the years
have changed our attention into what it is
even time has sped up to what we were accustomed to as children
i remember walking to a friends house
that was just down the road
and it took seemingly hours to get there
and over an incredible distance
that has seemingly shrunken
and yet it has
the amount of 'minuttes' did not change
it was merely the attention that is the essence of time
this is not the only thing
we have forgotten where we have come from
and why we have chosen to come here
and yet when we were children
we knew
and we knew it was a dream
and we remembered what was before
the recapitulation is not merely remembering
it is actually experiencing the attention of being a child
it is experiencing, not necesarily within the moment of the memory
as if we traveled into our childhood
and relive the same experience
it is applying the attention we experienced in the moment
right now
it is to see our intent, that has changed and shaped us over the years
captivated our intent
and to reclaim it
so we can experience again, with our full attention
to travel down the looong long road with our complete attention
intact
our choice
not only do we reclaim our intent that has been shaped
but we learn that intent is our choice
with our intent reclaimed
and we learn to set our intent
we can now begin to reset it in appropriate ways
within this world is infinite possiblities
with incredible amounts of 'points of reference'
to recaptulate
what i mean is we have books upon books
and many other things as well
with detailed accounts of sorcery
from don Juan matus, Elias, Julian, the Tenant, Star Children, Carlitos
many many many dreams
that all offer us a valuable point of reference
to recapitulate
the moment is now
and so we recap their lives
and we actually live them
within our own moment
we experience their dreams, not as exact relicas, tho we can
but within our own moment, our own space and time
we develop their attentions
we learn their feats
we meet them