Nikos , this might sound very strange
last night i spoke on the phone to a friend , i told her i thought i had only been re in carnated because of love , she asked what i meant and i told her i believe i had lost somebody and returned to try find them . now what is weird is , once i was with her " this life" the woman i lost , untill this time i had missed her tremendously . When i found her we were so peaceful together , silent , her tastes matched mine etc etc , i thought to myself " this is it" all i had longed for . We both knew it 100 percent that we were that couple , all the signs from sporit were there , reality was bending to our combined power to accomodate to us , and the something haplened in a ver short time , we had met her psychic friend "absolutely amazing one i must say" and she got butterflies when we met together and had to walk away , she said. " you are a good match " but not soul mates" . She says " i see you as two rivers running together like a huge river , but soulmates i see like an ocean " .
We went about absolutely adoring each other but something was wrong . She cried that i was too late and why had"nt i come earlier , " that she were so badly damaged" . She believed . She did not trust me , long story short it ended quickly in a couple months or less , and it tore me apart because i Thought that was the road from then on , and i dont make that statement toward anyone lightly .
At one stage of life , she was the one , and it become evident that she was not the one but a one , if you see what i mean . And what haplened when the smoke cleared was after having met what i had lost , i became cured for her longing , i let her go and i knew that i was free to move on . it was very liberating . And i had the closure of that knowing . Seemed i should share that with u under the circumstances.
