I returned to RS about a month ago. It was rather quiet but Spirit had guided me here and I felt compelled to write, even though it was quiet. Later in RS I read the Egypt thread, where Michael said the forum was about The Double. He said to dig, and I began digging, and writing a little more strongly. That night, I had a dream and here is how it went:
I had watched the show Hoarders the night before, and one of the people was a man who had so much stuff in his house his house caught on fire. I had moved the Hoarders man in, and he began bringing his stuff in and doing things like hanging large tools and saws on the wall. I decided I wanted him out and wanted to get back with my boyfriend. I was frustrated and did not know what to do. So then, I realized somehow I was dreaming and he wasn't real. That I was with my boyfriend and all was ok. But then I walked into a room in the house, and the man was there laying on the bed.
He rose up and came after me and I did not know what to do. So then, I yelled Double. A flash of light came from behind me and there he was. Looked young, long dark hair, almost androgynous but for the most part male. He told me to command him, I was supposed to use certain words. I did not know what the command was. Then somehow he remembered the words, ran at the man, and removed him. Then, he took me outside to the sea. I saw many beautiful ships of all designs and colors, and met some spiritual pirates who were good. Then I went on a journey with Mary Poppins where I discussed with some people I sometimes referred to God as The Great Nothing as the Sufis do.
Later in another dream, a man came at me, I called out Double and he showed up again, removed the man. Then he transformed into a man with longish blond hair and blue eyes. He told me I had missed him in past, which I feel in past I somehow missed out on the Double.
Last night, I was in my old home. A bad man was trying to break in. I went into the garage and began to close it. Somehow it opened again. I called out Double once again, he showed up, and removed the bad man. Once again, showed up in a flash of Light.
Then he came into the garage and sat down and we began to talk. I asked him how all of life began and he said "I am not an astrotherapist." What is funny is when I woke up I felt this term was bunk, but in truth there are really astrotherapists online. They use astrology for therapetic purposes, which I found funny, the term was real and new to me, and I am an astrologer as a hobby.
Then I asked him, "Where do we go when we die?" And he said, "We go up. But I believe we can go anywhere we want to." Then I asked him, "Why me?" He said, "I see you." He looked at me intently with dark eyes. Later I went into a dream, of being with some people and making a film in various ways. I was determined to publish the film.
So RS does have some magic within it, esp. with the Double. Just in the last two weeks, I have had contact with my Double three times. He always shows up in the nick of time when I call on him. I thought it also interesting I was able to have a conversation with him today.
