Hi
digging up an old thread, to give value let's say to the Toltec section and to pin something kind of complicated I believe to comprehend.
Michael said at some point, that "we chose our own hell"
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When my chains of self reflection were cut, after some wondering by my side, in my inexperience, I "played" the hotshot, myself, asking my friend from a distance about heroin in a slang words..
Not to share the whole story, but after I went on trance for a long time, by a suddent move of mine in a middle of a dance, I started going downwards......
.....I found myself litterally in hell. (of unconsciousness).For a long time.
At some point, when I rejoined in the last morning (of the trip) with my friend, he told me he went through heroin in his night.
I have never tasted that drug, but that's another story.
I only finded relevance in "we choose our own hell after the cut of the self reflection chains.
(In a way that somehow after my revelation I formed the path)
Hey, this is something a little unsure of it's meaniing or lacking there off, first by me.
But anyhow, I engaged and shared it.
Thanks for reading I guess.
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