I "claimed" what I thought was "my world", my awareness, al the years earlier in my life than "right now". I thought all was quite intact and just fine. And it was but, really, not ........ comparitively speaking, that is. With a renewed and revivied perspective of this world, I go back to where I thought "I was" daily in my recapitulative efforts. What I am saying is, aren't we living the world we assemble, even if sooner or later we end up finding out there were so many pieces of that world we weren't aware of? Is THIS the energy we seek when we cling to our impeccability ...... the very impeccability which affords us the opportunities to trap maybe just a tiny fragment of the total energy we need for our leap into our next awareness?
This IS my awareness, whether it is all just a dream, an illusion, or not. I am AT the edge of the abyss and claim this opportunity to achieve a great end.
t2f
p.s., I'm gonna claim a big chunk of energy, I hope, when I perform a warriors task of recapitulation this coming Saturday, my 61st birthday. Several blocks from our home is an apartment building which was once the old hospital I was born in. My Mom always spoke of how I was born on the 6th step of the stairs just inside the door, as she straddled the 7th step. I gonna go back to that "step #6" and ................................
ha ha ha ha ha !!!!!