Becoming a Stable Vessel
~Rob Preece
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In order to integrate the process involved in practicing Tantra it is important to have a sound and stable identity. When water is poured into a clay pot that is cracked or has not been fired properly, the pot will not be able to contain the liquid. The water may eventually weaken and destroy the pot. In a similar way, the practice of Tantra requires a vessel that will remain stable and be able to contain the process. A grounded, healthy identity will remain stable as the process of transformation unfolds. This may sound obvious, but some of those who become involved in exotic or spiritual practices do so from an unstable psychological basis, and are therefore unsuited to the practice of Tantra.
Unless they have considerable experience of Western students, Eastern teachers are often unaware of how much emotional wounding we suffer. They usually assume we have well-established, strong egos, and speak of abandoning or surrendering the ego and its related self-oriented egotism as the root of misery in our lives. However, this teaching requires the student to have a healthy ego and sense of self-worth that has become a solid center of identity. When the occasional Westerner becomes psychologically unstable thru practicing Tantra, Eastern teachers often dont know how to deal with it.
Perhaps the most common misconception among westerners is that Buddhism aims to negate the ego. This is a misunderstanding of emptiness and egolessness, which is more subtle than simply meaning we have no ego. This misunderstanding generally arises fro a failure to recognize the difference between relative and ultimate truth. The object of emptiness is not to negate the existence of the ego on a relative level, but to cut thru the ego-grasping (Tib. dagdzin), which holds the ego to be a solid self-existent entity, an ultimate truth. When we erroneously negate the relative self, we are in danger of becoming nihilistic. If we are to function normally in a relative world, we need a stable sense of ego-identity, a focus of awareness that cognizes, filters, and understands the events of the day, both inner and outer. This enables even a highly evolved individual to say "I am eating" "I am sitting," and so on. This "I" is a valid relative truth. Without it we can have severe psychological problems, and even go into psychosis, where our normal sense of self is flooded by material coming from the unconscience.
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So all understand I do understand the difference, its not about killing the 'ego' or whatnot, but about stopping the ego from clinging or grasping
A HUGE difference.