As a Stalker I am an amount of awareness that has incarnated into a
sphere containing it, and that sphere perceives.
This is the Abstract form...
Just like how a field of wheat is processed into bread we are cultivated as human awareness to provide our personal power with a form of usefullness.
As we meet each other and walk through each other we are allowed to use that distilled moment to share ourselves as a gift to the other. We know the glow of the Self and are looking for ways to share. If we hate the Self then we often look to cause trouble and make wars instead.
Like reeds of awareness within a sphere, swaying to the winds of power we exist and have been given an amoun of life. This awareness is alive and lives life according to the rules of organic beings.
I am a human male no different from the other human males on the planet.
I have 5 animal Totems that mark out my Sun-Body. This Sun-Body is a just me but also a group awareness that is shared and interacted with. It is connected as I fire arrows of awareness/ my self towards aspects of the creation that exist outside of my personal sphere.
The Hawk is the crown of the sun tents that governs my acts of stalking, stalking simply meaning how I handle the items of this current world. It means the same as hunting but includes more functions.
The Dog, Coyote, Fox and Wolf also mark out my 4 corners in regards to the sun. Whether this is something that has always been there for me or a thing I made up makes little difference.
We may shape our awareness by intending ourself and acting, thus pouring our energy into a thing which moves us. Our activities align things and cultivate a usefullness from our awareness. As we seek and stimulate interaction from each other we get to hear the story that the other is telling about their own self, about their own awareness as a body and a being and a human form. We are this, no doubt. But we can use any form we want in our story. the point is to give a vehicle to our awareness.
The tallons of the hawk grip onto the contractual aspect of anything I am engaged in, and its wings give flight to the opperational aspect of the projects I do.
The Hawk is the map and it changes depending on what is going on.
The hawk has 2 other forms, one is a Bow and one is an Arrow. These change places all the time between what is being fired from the bow and what remains as the actual bow itself.
What I actually do in the world as a job, as my art, as personal work, as development in myself or others is managed by this aspect of the Sun-Body.
As I hunt my world or 'version of the world' through acts and descriptions, I place things in an alignment with a governing force within me which I name 'Will'
Will as an element is not all about drive and pushing. Will can be soft and it is worth taking note of a) the will that moves the awareness within our sphere and b) the will that moves everything that exists outside our sphere
As the Sun exists outside our sphere up in the sky, so too does it exist within our personal sphere and we use it as it eveloves through us and cultivates our reeds of awareness. We are the field but we are also the Sun, like the Head-Gardener in charge of our cultivation.
What ever clothes, dressing, form, direction or construct we give to our Sun Body is part of our manifestation and embodiment according to our relationship with the material world. The Sun nourishes us and gives life to the wheat, to the reeds, to the fibres... Hopefully this description is not to abstract to be clearly seen in its meaning.
Being rooted in the abstract but unable to manage, handle, intend, direct and hunt means we do not have strong Stalking Awareness or have not been taught by a stalker to enable us to be.
Stalking means we are doing something about our knowledge. We are introspecting and transfixing the main gaze of our meditation on the core spirit we are. That connection makes a swirling of new shaping, a declaration of a battle between what we have been intended into and what internally we descover we want to be. It means we have taken responsibility as the field and as the Sun Chief that cultivates that field. The glow created in introspection is acted on. Flashy acts that bring no benevolence are rejected and we boldly start a whole new set of actions.
