“We’re lacking something – something good,” the young man sang,
As I stood amongst the fans, leaning on my cane,
My body half-gone, without despair,
Dancers’ torsoes nudging me from each side.
Jostled thusly, I remembered the times
I sang on the stage, always with a point to make,
Moving left and right with the members of the band,
Playing the keyboard, shaking the tambourines,
Trying not to irritate the bass player with my whiteness,
Watching the tragic girl in the audience,
Baring her breasts, drinking too much,
Dancing for her life – but being dragged
To her seat by one or two, as she laughed too loud …
Ten beers at her table, as her cohorts
Tossed a coin, and the loser
Came to us at the stage’s foot,
While the winner mauled her,
And I shouted to my stage-sister,
’Get him out of here,’
He would stand there, with a stupid grin,
Beer in hand, watching my sister,
Swaying, wondering, eyes hardly open,
Groping the air, for either her or his chair,
Reaching neither …while the tragic girl laughed and cried.
“The chromosomes divide – multiply and thrive
And the strong survive – yeah the strong survive .....
We’re lacking something – something good,” the young man sang,
And I remembered my anger that night,
Making a scene, getting us fired when
I could no longer hold my genteel southern detachment
Stepping off the stage, fierce:
”Get out of here and leave her the hell alone let me call a cab for you
darlin, come on come on with me you must leave
this hellhole,” and standing with her til the cab came,
While she hollered her phone number out the window
At the rehearsing rapist, lamenting, “Call me, honey...”
But still, she left, and got free for a moment in time.
Sleep well, get some rest, wash your face,
Look at the sky ---
Folly is so fierce...
The dancers rubbed their hips with mine,
As I leaned on my cane, remembering a man
Who asked me once, “Aren’t you flattered
When someone whistles at you?”
As if the world was not full of predators,
as if he wasn't one,
and smiling
That I would no longer have to defend this paradox --
Not this one, anyway.
I swayed left and right, even with my cane,
With all these hopeful spirits, and sang along,
With full joy, because the gods know
I still know that Dionysian nihilism,
Rend-me-take-me-make-my-body's-purpose ---
”We’re lacking something – something good
It’s a long night, it’s a long night,
But it’s all-right, it’s all-right,
It’s alllllll-right….”Darwin by 3rd Eye BlindThe chromosome divides, multiply and thrive
And the strong survive, and the strong survive
And the spaceman flowered an ape
Then cut out on the date
And now it's much too late
The space ship has escaped
Let it go
We're lacking something good
Something good, yeah
Is this all for nothing, oh
Good, something good, yeah
Boom-tick-tick and who skipped the long day
Boom-tick-tick
Chromosome divides, multiply and thrive
And the strong survive, yeah the strong survive
And the grandson of an alien wears his snakeskin boots
Shows his reptile roots
He shows his reptile roots
We're lacking something, something good
Something good, yeah
Is this all for nothing, yeah
Show me the goods, something good, yeah
Let the record blow up
Boom-boom, tick-tick and who skipped the long play
Who picked the record and who amped what you say
I wanna sing a song that's my own
I wanna be the DJ
We're lacking something
Let the record blow up
Something good
Something good, yeah
Is this all for nothing, yeah
Boom-boom, tick-tick
Show me the goods, something good, yeah
Chromosome divides, multiply and thrive
And the strong survive, yeah the strong survive
Chromosome divides, multiply and thrive
And the strong survive, and the strong survive
And it's all right, it's all right, yeah
It's a long night, it's a long night
A long night, it's long night
It's a long night, a long night, a long night
A long night, it's a long night
All right, all right, all right
When the plane takes off you'll know it
When the plane takes off you'll know it
I was talking with someone here not too long ago about what it's like to write something while listening to rock music. This 'paradox' piece is what it's like, and that's not necessarily good.. It mixes in. Yet, it can't be rewritten with the same stream of pulses.
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