Topic: Story sake

[runningstream]

my natural rhythm seems around similar hours

or fluctuating between a couple hours earlier or later

i also have an appreciation for those early hours

a little later than the sunrise

and a little later again


i would like to answer your question honestly

yet i do not know how so i will just try


i would like to achieve a more serene life

it seems i will be walking soon with close to nothing


i find it lonely

because what i experience daily


and have seen nobody seems to be able to hear or understand


for instance when you arrived yesterday online your forum avatar manifested exactly on my television


also as i read the word circus it appears from somebodies mouth


it happens all day


and not to the extent that it is imagined or minimal

its all day


agreements from everything


i am reflecting this in life


and i don't know what to do now because i am just a normal human who experiences the most amazing things

yet i have no one really to share it with



every thing comes easy to me


i just play with it all


and get frustrated that nobody wants to engage the beauty and freedom it can hold


i am also totally normal in my range of emotions and behaviour



i can sometimes see too much sometimes i crave the silence and simplicity to the complexity

yet feel i have come to help and share and my path reflects that also



some things seem wired into the circuits of the path


i really don't know where to go from here Michael


i feel like the black swan amongst the ducklings who is taunted for being different


you know what i would enjoy is people taking the time to look each other in the eyes and listening



i have my own experiences which have led to these things



i talk freely now


i actually would often just speak like a crazy person so i can speak unlimited

but its more than that



its an opportunity to send this music out the organ pipes



what does it mean the question you asked ?


to progress on the path ?

i have difficulty understanding where to go except wander with it

and may be be of service to others and it brings a good feeling and adventure

[runningstream]

I should not say everything is too easy for me

I
Would say i have been extended so
Much help

And the help comes when i extend myself

I really enjoy helping people who cant seem to help them self

that seems to need space fluidity and speed

Yet speed is woven into time
And timing arrives in time

Its whats swimming in the stream


One day  i had decided i was going to kill paedophiles

I
Went up the street that day and was met by a lady who handed me a flyer

long story short she helped those effected children

i got her number
 She said she could give me the information i needed

I walked away

I decided to just walk my path away in a different direction


i was on my way down south

The same week


The cars fuel pump stopped whilst i had just put fuel in the car in a small

Town in the middle of no where



I stood there hitch hiking for ages

It was getting dark and the sun was going down


A smoky van picked me up

Normally i
Would decline for the smoke but i got in


we travelled for some time i knew it was an adventure

they were looking for a free sleeping stop for the night


We found it

It happened to be at a train station also


As i got out saying thanks

I marched bag in hand to the train platform


The train was about to leave

I told the man where i wanted to go

He told me this was the train


He did not even ask me to pay and told me get on


It was hundreds of kilometers a ride


I ran straight into that woman again


she wanted me to help her she told me some short pieces of

Disturbing information about those children


We had a cup of tea


Things with her seemed messy


I know it is subjective too


We spoke on the phone again later
She wanted me to come to an island she had bought a house on


i stayed away from
Her after the phone call


Things are like this


Another time i found many people work



Spirit wants me to help

Actually you could say it is a wonderful employer


Its our choice the employment we choose


At times we can rise and everything rise with us

So the subjectivity can align with and through us


Its just an example of choice

i chose no

Yet i was supported

Perceiver certainly does effect the field of perception

[runningstream]

If we asked sleep to take us along her stream

which stream

i was pondering beside a pool

Two fine birds showing their reflections

The combinations the flights

what about them new jeans

and two
Trees standing upon the pond

Twirling lights upon the water

Winding i cant make out the sky from the reflection

Birth in the pool

clear stream

lights fast

Blurring into one light

Upon the Pond

Speed
Catching fast

letting go

Whats grasping i dont know

Is it my reflection

Speeding alongside

Touch
It it pulls my way

Stop its lights on the water

Try this try that speak to it

It runs away

[runningstream]

i had the dream i was beneath the water of the ocean

above me is a canoe

i see large mud crabs and fish

i am searching in the stream to see what i can see

there is a slight current visibility is very good

i don't remember having to breathe under there


perhaps another intent

trees swirling lights

in the park silvery blue

walking through the night i see you


self

wandering lost come across


the tree and the water

fire water


the fathers daughter


the new light comes from outside what was within


its that reflection picked up on the road to begin


fresh and clear


its new

[Michael]

So I take it to mean you are just happy to bumble along allowing things to unfold in their own time? That you are not interested in making any serious efforts on your own part to pursue any kind of goal or quest?

[runningstream]

wow the intent really need be clear

i was in a park in the dream seeing in the water

the fathers daughter Sophia

there were crocodile heads appearing in the water

the dogs were swimming

i called them in then

I don't remember anything specific about trees at this point



Its Quite the opposite Michael

i'm all ears

I am here after all and my processes might be a little unique


I am wondering if there is something you have in mind


if i read or am told something i have a chance to begin or look at it

another door


i do have my own strong feelings and navigational advices

[runningstream]

Now i remember the trees were both in the water and on terra firma

[Michael]

Its Quite the opposite Michael

i'm all ears

I am here after all and my processes might be a little unique


I am wondering if there is something you have in mind


if i read or am told something i have a chance to begin or look at it

I ask you these questions because you asked me to:

in fact i get the impression you could supply some

impetus to seriously apply myself

in some disciplined manner

The first step then is to ask about the state of this quality within you - how strong is the impulse to seriously apply.
I'm not really looking for an answer. Just asking you to ask yourself.

[runningstream]

It is a good question

Right now juggling three worlds

i love in the first

Loves reaches through truth to the second as it runs through

and alongside the first

the third requires movement for
Me and beckons engagement

i lay down my wings so that ii may stay in love in the first

my wings still
Come
Out all by them self and demand to apply in the worlds


Yesteday i was driving and my mind was noisy

I spoke some choice words

And

Everything went still

everything hovered in the space like empty and filled my ears and

Being

Everything fell
Silent

i blessed everybody from that place


As i came around the corner i was given a sign what to follow

And it was literally painted clear as day


"follow the son"


i
Went to a gathering of maybe 20 people and they told old stories

My candle was very still

I
Silently gave them all permission to allow them seves freedom to

Be free

each i
Give my time to
Evenly and truthfully


Yes we can do more Michael

perhaps it will not be in stillness of meditation even

But perhaps i will breathe again as i lay to
Sleep

And watch the
Light

i will not be following structured rigid and square lines

That i see some places

They seem to take prisoners

i am not sure what else i could do

But i can do a lot

if somebody points and i feel its a good direction

I might apply myself for a time

I am
Too like water and that means things leave so fast in a way

I am
Not so good or interested in standing still

Although perhaps i might try

[runningstream]

Moments ago

It was 11.11

On 11/1/14

[runningstream]

http://youtu.be/B5oQv2F8Ia8

[Michael]

if somebody points and i feel its a good direction

I might apply myself for a time

That is fine my friend, and you can use that approach. The gods have patience, even if the bird doesn't.

But I can at least tell you it doesn't work that way. The Path is not a choice.

i will not be following structured rigid and square lines

That i see some places

They seem to take prisoners

Perhaps I can offer you at least this - consider every other member of this forum. Do you think they are free? No, they are all prisoners of the bird.

[runningstream]

The fact that you might share knowledge about something

Is more
Close to the first quote in point


The second of
The bird i am not sure why you ask

Do they feel they are prisoners ?

If my understanding of a bird was alignment

Then the choice would bring joy and work


What i
Meant by the statements you used

Is That

the structures i have seen to be destructive in their approach
Elsewhere

And do not yeild fresh water


I speak specifically of the modern interpretations of the terms


As the alignment Is then lacking


in attacking the base

They have then broken away from the
Earth being stood
Upon

having drank from
A fresh stream it would no longer be bitter?

having been led to fresh water


In these cases i would ask


Why would one who knows of
Fresh water

Allow oneself to be taught from a bitter stream how
Then to drink?

By one who has not allowed such alignment?


if i
Would understand the bird
Correctly and if
I were
Not misunderstood

[erik]

If only everything in this world depended on us and our will!
If only things happened at the best moment, the appropriate time!
But they don't.
We have be on our toes.

[runningstream]

I read
Buddha after your words eric

I wanted the phrase to relate


The
One about if you knew what i knew about the power of giving

You would share every meal


It seemed to encompass a sentiment of power

Which led to something else

Sure
It was removed from the direct experience

It was in the middle of
Not grasping that a stream was running

Feet on both side of the channel

that will
Disprove everything you just said

In its own sphere

That will


Exists and can be found inside and
Out

When its aligned


That would silence that other truth in its own sphere


If anyone asked it
Would not belong to us


we could stumble on it and crap our Pants and scratch our heads


Then we
Could
Sound like clowns trying to get the words out